I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
{Sunday, November 28, 2010}
So far life has been pretty good?
Not really relaxing because my to-do list never ends but still everyday is a day full of (:! Guess when you have a reason to smile, life is always good. :D Got my dress, finally, so I don't have to worry about it anymore, heh. Plus, I've started planning for after As events, it's exciting, I want to find a job and earn $$$! so that I can fufill my wishlist and be carefree. Steady steps now because personal statements are going to make me really grumpy but I believe it will all be worth it.
It's so nice to wake up in the morning knowing you don't have to read your notes! Till wednesday comes of course, haha.
Okay, time to get ready to start on my PS. JIAYOU ME! :D
P/S: I want to go to hendersons waves eh, anyone wants to go with me? :D
8:14 PM
Afterh3:179
{Thursday, November 25, 2010}
Pseudo freedom here I come! -shouts and runs to nowhere-
I know the title is really surprising; I don't usually talk about my papers after they're done cause like what I've always told others, it's over and you can do nothing about it, so just stop thinking! Well, I've definitely stop thinking, (okay so I went through the whole process of wondering how I really did for my paper yesterday and despite the sighs I gave yesterday I've decided it should be okay?) but I think my subconscious didn't.
Finally a night where I can sleep without thinking about any papers but I had to have a dream. Which is really funny, because that day we were still talking about our dreams and how yh, wq, jw and jq all dreamt about exams-related stuff like how they didn't finish their papers or how they missed out some questions when they thought they completed the papers and the like and I was happily telling them I've never dreamt about my papers before and couldn't understand how it feels like. Well, now I do.
Last night, I dreamt about myself sitting for my h3 paper and how I couldn't finish it. It was the exact some part of qns 2, I couldn't elucidate out the structure and I was wondering what to do. Then when time was up, I had to write my centre code and all that but I was actually cheating?! I pretended to write my codes while filling in more answers (which by the way is a wonder, because in reality I had no answers!) while jw (hello, new h3 classmate, HAHA) who was sitting on my left (hmmm, I guessed you replaced derrick huh) threw an eraser over cause she saw me cheating and wanted to stop me. But I just daoed and continue but really funny thing is, I wrote one of the answers as "vjc". Can someone please explain to me how "vjc" can give an extra 1 mark or so? HAHAHAH. I've figured it's probably because I didn't attempt or read the answer sheet of the vjc prelims before the exams and my subconcious is telling me that perhaps if I've done that I would be able to do the papers? HAHAHA, I find that ridiculous, heh. :B
So there, I ended my h3 journey yesterday and I guess it's a little disappointing knowing that at the end of the day, I still couldn't elucidate a simple structure? The stupid mass spectrometry, I could only figure out what's m/e 43 and that's it. I'm over it but I guess it's saddening to know this is how it ended.
Got to go! :D
7:53 AM
At this rate...
{Wednesday, November 24, 2010}
HOW CAN I NOT GET MY DISTINCTION?!?
I swear today/ytd felt like my bday cause I had so many people (love you guys! :D) wishing my good luck, jiayou and all that stuff, I feel so loved! :D THANKS EVERYONE! (:
Now, I'm hoping the paper will be manageable because: 1. I fear that if its too easy, I will lose out since my brain cannot fit every single thing I need to memorise.! 2. If it's too difficult... (WHAT ELSE HUH.) 3. It cannot spoilt my mood for HP later! :D I cannot wait to meet up with the rest to catch tom felton in action! Hahhas.
& just for fun, here are the principles of gel electrophoresis (pls come out ltr?), because I can't even blog in peace without thinking about H3: 1. Components in the sample mixture have an electric charge according to the pH of the environment. 2. Molecules will move in the gel support in the presence of an electric field according to their electric field. Negatively charged molecules will move towards the anode while positively charged molecules will move towards the cathode. 3. The rate of migration of the molecules is constant when the forces of attraction between the electrode and the oppositely charge ions is equal to the frictional force of the gel medium resisting the species present. 4. Movement of the molecules is affected by the voltage, size, shape, buffer pH and temperature.
I also cannot believe my eyes over the news on NK-SK and the stampede is ridiculous! >(
JIAYOU ME, less than 6hrs to go! :D
10:50 AM
ECONS IS SCREWING MY BRAIN.
{Tuesday, November 23, 2010}
The title says it all. I cannot wait for 415pm to come. At least I derive more joy from studying H3!!! >( Aja fight fight fight towards A!!!
9:51 AM
阮经天拿到金马奖!
{Sunday, November 21, 2010}
"Taiwanese actor Ethan Juan yesterday won the Best Leading Actor award for his outstanding performance in the Taiwanese film “Monga” at the 47th Golden Horse Awards for Chinese-language films held at the Taoyuan County Performing Arts Center. "
{Saturday, November 20, 2010}
5 more papers to go, so far I'm surviving... but I don't know how long I can last! ):
It's going to be a terror like the first week, spammage of papers, especially those that I fear, econs and H3. I hope they will be kind and make the papers manageable, I don't know how long I can tell myself to remain steady for the rest of the fight. Each time I'm out of the examination hall I heave an extreme sigh of relief. No matter how well I did or didn't do, I was just glad it's over there and then. Then I just shut myself out amidst the incessant chatters and discussions and secretly hope it will all stop soon.
I'm just so tired, it's not funny anymore. It's getting tougher to smile each day and I can't wait for this to be over!!! Just 12 more days, I need to HANG. IN. THERE. Except the rope is stretching pretty thin and pretty soon I think I'll fall into the pit. Languid shrouds me daily and I just can't shake it off. And guess what, despite the numerous encouragements I'm giving out, they don't work the same way for me. -.-
On a side note, studying comes with surprises. It's amazing how friends can be made (I swear!) and Bruce, I know you won't see this but I think you're really funny lah! (: Anything to make me laugh my weariness away!
PFFT, I'm in a -I just want to scream but I know even screaming won't help- kind of state and there's this bad energy in me that I want to remove. I seem to be just waiting for a nuclear bomb to explode. Tick tick tick.
So far it's been okay, couple of mistakes made here and there but I think I'll be just fine. Now that there are 2 subjects down, it's good to know that I only need to focus on 4 others only. Yet, I'm scared because econs is such a volatile subject and I'm not sure if I have time for H3! :/
Just 19 more days everyone! (QR, I love your countdown timer, hahah)
Spent my ytd slacking away in school, I was utterly drained, physically and mentally, and I couldn't bring myself to study. I've come to realise the irony when A levels end: I wouldn't know what to do cause there's so much time for so many things, I don't even know where to start! & more worries still, because there's a prom dress to find, 2 subject tests to study, personal statements to write and scholarships to go for. It's a never-ending cycle even when I leave HC; I need to push myself past this barrier set in front for now.
4 more As to bag, go me!
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas When I believe that there's a reason To write you a love song today, today
7:58 AM
Rolling
{Sunday, November 07, 2010}
Less than 48 hours before the start of the end (quotes preston) begins. I'm feeling really weird out right now. How is it possible that despite this being the most important exams ever since I stepped into NY, I feel like I haven't done enough for it. I've always expected myself to feel ready by As, but the truth is, I'm not and I guess I'll never be? There is this constant mix of emotions; one moment I tell myself I can do it because HC papers are always tougher than A levels, another moment I tell myself you nvr know what may happen.
Nonetheless, spending my time studying in school has been really awesome. I love the feeling I get when I see different people studying so hard every single day, and while doing so, I'm interacting with people I've nvr talked to and getting to know new people everyday. This feeling is really great, and I don't mind the opp cost of losing a few hours of studying just to socialise. :D
Then again, my subconscious is whacking my head everyday because I know I'm not doing enough, others have done more practices than me (way more omg) but I'm still here trying to get my brain to absorb like a sponge. It's frustrating to keep telling myself that I'll do just fine in the end.
Then the cycle starts all over again, because I'm on FB, tumblr, bloghoppin' every night. I suck, and I know it! :/
But let's not dwell on what has passed; only 1 more day to get myself ready for the battle, I NEED TO FEEL READY!!! COME ON QIANWEN YOU CAN ACE THIS, 8As GOGOGO! AJA FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!
JIAYOU EVERYONE! Let's go grab our As! (:
8:24 PM
3.
{Saturday, November 06, 2010}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELSON~! :D