Life is a maze and love is a riddle♥

Finger it out!
{Saturday, November 28, 2009}

You know how sometimes we go shopping and we see those really pretty rings that gives you this urge to buy them all home? They are practically screaming "bring me home!" You keep trying out the rings to see which one fits best, then you start thinking, wait a minute, if I want to wear it on my fourth finger, which hand is the one for the wedding ring, and which hand isn't?

Well, now the mystery is solved. Here's what each finger represents and what wearing the ring at that finger means! (:

THE THUMB:
The thumb represents the sense and will power thinking of our being which controls our actions. The thumb is independent from the other fingers and is perhaps the single most important finger while working together as a team with the rest of the
hand. It is symbolic of strength and embodies independent thought and freedom.

THE INDEX FINGER:
This finger represents our need to enhance our ego and establish authority and power. It is also associated with leadership and ambition, because this finger is thought to be powerful. This was particularly seen in the ancient days when powerful Kings wore rings on their index finger. People often wear a ring on their index finger to demonstrate boldness, or power.

THE MIDDLE FINGER:
The tallest finger, the middle finger is related with our goal in life. Also the center of the hand, it represents individuality and those things that are most important to us. People who wear a ring on their middle finger often aspire to be the center of attention.

THE RING FINGER:
The ring finger is associated with our thoughts of affection and love. This ring finger of the left hand has a direct connection with the heart. Therefore, the wedding ring is worn on this finger. It is also representative of our creativity and artistic self. If the ring was purchased by the wearer, it represents self-love and self-worth and belief in talent. Wearing a ring on the right hand would help you to become more optimistic in your life.

THE LITTLE FINGER:
The little finger represents everything about relationships. This finger is all about our associations with the outside world as compared to the thumb; where in the latter is all about the inner self. This little finger represents our attitude towards others. Wearing a ring on this finger would help one to enhance their relationships particularly in terms of marriage and helps to improve business relationships as well. It also helps to change a person’s attitude towards relationships for better. The creativity is associated with emotional as well as material things.

So now, everytime you buy a ring, you'll think of the above mentioned and I'm you know which finger to slip your ring in! (:

7:27 PM

We're armed with sunblock!

The past two days has just been FUN + FUN = FFUUNN! :D

Okay, so I spent like there is no tomorrow but still, I'll worry about overspending ltr on while I continue to immense myself in the joy I had for the past two days.

Thursday was spent shoppin' with qianrui! :D YAY! Okay, sorry but I'm a bit lazy to give all the details, just that we walked from Orchard Central to Heeren To Taka to Wisma, hahas.

Yesterday was so fun! :D

But I'll start with this: Whoever who took Nat's hp and wallet you better own up and stop being an idiot lah, wth, what if its your hp and wallet that has been stolen?! Then I just shut off your phone while you're frantically calling your number and smsing the finder to return. HAH, you won't like it will you?

Anyway, other than that eventful incident, yesterday was fun with vball and frisbee. There was this group of university students who challenged us to ultimate frisbee cause they saw us playing it. We were rather scared at first cause they looked damn pro and none of us can flick a frisbee properly? But anyway, I think they got a shock when the game started cause we lead 4-0, hahahs, damn tyco okay. Actually we were just playing it like netball, except now its frisbee. So its pretty much the same, directional changes, pivotal, coming out to get the frisbee, lookin' at options and score! (: The game was long and a little tiring despite the small court we drew. Anyway, it was fun although we lost 10-11, hahas, IKR, its damn close. So anyway, thanks to grp of students! :D

Vballed after that then we went to the sea, played with sand and took photos. Okay, I've got this point to make, whoever thinks that going to sentosa is good to camwhore is wrong unless your whole point of going is to camwhore. We didn't take much pictures cause we were too busy piggin' out and playing. Hahahs.

& I'm not darker (MY FREAKING UGLY TAN IS STILL THERE) cause it rained a little in the afternoon so there was no hot and bright sun after that, DANG! :( So I still have my ugly tan, :( :( :(

Then we bathed and had dinner at vivo. Then it was shopping! :D Bought this damn gorgeous pair of earrings that I don't know when I'll wear and a nail polish (HAHAHA, QR I BOUGHT GREEEEEEN! :D Anyway, I saw the navy blue one which is damn nice, the one we didn't see ytd, going to buy it next time!).

This morning I woke up intending to catch up on flash forward and wth, tudou only has episode 9 and no 8! D: YINHWEE, SEND ME EPISODE 8 ASAP OKAY. I read the synopsis and it looks damn good, AHHH! So in the end I decided to organise my acessories. It's so organised now I can easily get my earrings as and when I like without diggin' through my stuff everytime before I go out and thus leading to me being late. YES, DEAREST FRIENDS, MOST OF THE TIME I'M LATE BECAUSE I CANT FIND MY EARRINGS OR BRACELETS -blushes-. So maybe this time round I'll be punctual, or even early! :D

Gawk, just calculated my spending and wts, I spend 65 bucks for the past two days. :O Okay, I'm going to try to save... NEXT WEEK. I doubt that will happen. -.-

Elle in criminal minds is going crazy, OMG!

Okay, signing off here. :D

LOVE,
QIANWEN! :D

11:26 AM

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

Will blog about events that happened for the past couple of day later! (:

10:53 AM

FINALLY, SOME LIFE.
{Wednesday, November 25, 2009}

Okay, I'm very excited because I'm going out shoppin' tmr and we're planning netball outing on friday.

Finally, I feel like I'm living a life.

Which kind of reminded me of what I told hk that day about how I enjoyed working at Cotton On last year because I felt like I had a life. Actually it was because I felt that my life has no choices at all. From the day I decided to enter NY, I gave up all the choices I could have. It was a straight through train to HC and then of course, university ltr on, simply because others do not expect anything less from me, & the rest of us. If I had gone into a normal secondary school with good grades, I could have chosen from a variety of paths, jc, polytechnic, MI or even enter the culinary school I heard from my fellow ex-colleagues.

No doubt they had their fears of failing and not being able to enter the school they want, but I don't think being deprived of such things is a good thing. The more deprived I am, the lesser chance I have to feel fear, the lesser chance I have to overcome fear, especially the fear of failure. Failure then becomes a NO NO, rejects then reject themselves thinking others reject them, success becomes the only driving force. But not all are winners, so who's going to be the losers? Should everyone get a chance or should it be for those who backed off from war, stop training to be the fittest, despite the fact that its the survival of the fittest?

Though I was envied for not having to worry about this and that, they never did realise I envied them for all their problems for without those, they would not have grown to be decisive. I still think I'm a little too fickle, and I tend to regret my choices despite taking ages to decide. So the only way to stop feeling the pain of regret? Go for everything possible. It's not good though, it sucks your soul out and suddenly you find yourself in things you will never think of doing. You lose your personality because you become everything.

Okay, random thoughts above. I'm still very high cause fri day is J1 outing, nxt tues will be J1 + NY outing. Yes yes, I like! :D

& do you know your thumb is the same size as your nose?
I bet you guys have a thumb on your nose right now, hahas.

& I didn't mention that to fool you all into looking like retards with your thumbs on your nose, it is a fact. Or at least Jodi Picoult says so because I read it on her book, Handle with Care. Shall not give details about the book yet because I'm not even halfway done. Will tell you guys how is it as compared to change of heart the next time! (:

Okay, that's all, I was supposed to do vectors by today, but honestly, who will have the mood to do maths at 10pm at night?!

9:50 PM

I didn't get in! :O
{Monday, November 23, 2009}

Just came home from lunch with hk, checked SMB and saw that I didn't get in for NTU H3. Now my mind is in a whirl but strangely, I'm not very upset cause I know I still have another chance and this chance is pharmaceutical chemistry, the exact topic that I love. Although organic synthesis will be fun, but since I still have a chance, I'm okay. I just don't like the fact that my exams will be at the same time as A levels. & I don't know anyone else who will go for pharmaceutical chemistry, I mean, what happens if I'm the only one because the rest got into organic synthesis! :O That will be so depressing. :( Speaking of which, I must sms jw the good news!

I promised myself that I will start and finish binomial expansion today so I shall... after my nap.! HEEHEE.

& the last episode of criminal minds season 1 was so terrifying and mysterious, its damn good! :D But actually its whole point was to tempt you to contd supporting criminal minds and catch season 2. -.-

Just realised I speak like I'll get into pharmaceutical chemistry if I apply. -.- Okay, I'll pray hard when I'm applying. P/S I just realised H3 has only one written paper so it shld be okay?

Yay, shopping with qr on thursday and outing with sister on sunday. My holidays will not be a bore I swear! Time to shop till I drop!

Last but not least, congrats to all who got in! (:

2:56 PM

New week, new start
{Sunday, November 22, 2009}

The end of TAG marks the start of everything. Finally there is nothing big in my schedule that takes up a lot of time in consecutive days. So next week marks the start of proper holidays for me and I'm going to make sure I make full use of my time while juggling centad and netball together. I need to shop, relax, read, play and then ... I'll do my hw. :(

I shall not bore you all with details about TAG although it has been nice to make new acquaintances and learn all about the interesting science stuff, but I cannot assume that all's hearts are strong for the terms and details, hence the lack of descriptions.

I'm currently waiting for the last episode of Criminal Minds Season 1 to load finish so tonight will mark the end of season 1 and next week, the start of season 2. Criminal Minds is really interesting, I swear by the profiling details they give for each episode and am definitely amazed everytime. Anyway, if you are not that interested, just catch episode 14 and 21 of Season 1, I think they are the best out of season 1.

I'm going to plan my christmas baking, oh the joy of baking during christmas! :D I'm so very happy that its a tradition for people to bake a variety of cookies during Xmas. I expect to find wonderful cookies with lovely recipes! (: Anyway, I'll definitely be sharing my baked goodies cause I definitely can't finish them so ask me if you want them! (:

Can't wait for my sister to end her exams (tmr!) so that we can go shopping together, I need to shop, like NOW.!

& GUESS WHAT, H3 application results are out tmr! :O Can't wait!

Okay, off to watch criminal minds and then its bedtime for me. Early, I know but there's gym tmr! Speaking of which, I'm damn unfit cause I missed trainings for TAG, but I'm sure I'll run fine tmr!

9:45 PM

{Friday, November 20, 2009}

"An American has no sense of privacy. He does not know what it means.There is no such thing in the country. "

- George Bernard Shaw

7:59 PM

DJOKOVIC FTW
{Monday, November 16, 2009}

I swear he is reaching his peak. Those who watch tennis will know what happened but in short, he beat World No. 1 and 2, Federer and Nadal recently, winning 2 consecutive opens! (: LOVE HIM YA! :D Wish him luck for his world tour finals in London! (:

Anyway, I need a massager badly, oh god, I've got stiff neck for a day already and I can't turn it left or right, AT ALL! :( & my shoulders are aching forever, I wish for a Osim uPAPA now! :/

TAG starts tmr, I hope it will be fun! Centad was fun today, okay I sound like a nerd. :O

Fleasics at SPECTRA on saturday and sunday was a bore under the hot sun. :/ It was small and with little crowds, basically flea owners were buying each others' things. However, our sales was still okay and I want to thank all those who bought bows from us even though they'll never see this! I hope this saturday's flea will turn out better & I'll find sth I like to buy? :D

Training today was short but nice. Somehow I actually like the fake intervals part. Fake being because its not Ms Lin's intervals and absolutely stress free. Okay, its because I clocked 1:32 for the first round, hahas, no idea how I did it, even Jaime was shocked by how fast I was running. Frankly speaking, I didn't know I was running that fast, my legs just kept going.! It's just one of those days where I'm in my running mood.

Angela Zhang (WOW, I JUST REALISED HER INITIALS ARE DAMN COOL A-Z!) is coming to IMM this saturday and ZOMG! I want to see her, but I shall be a good girl and go for the flea. Speaking of which, the flea is this saturday, at Riverwalk Apartment, 20 Upper Circular Road from 2pm to 9pm! Please come and support! (:

7:51 PM

LAST STEP
{Thursday, November 12, 2009}

OP tmr, a little excited and a little nervous. I hope Q&A will okay and I know we will definitely do it well.

Good luck to all 09S7Gers tmr! (:

Gosh, I don't know what to do now, bombarded by research for Q&A but I know there's really not much I can do because anything under the sun can be asked. Plus, those who have gone through their OP have survived Q&A so it shouldn't be that bad, right?

& EVERYONE! Pls support I love animals on FB! :D It's my SL project and we're trying to raise funds for SPCA! (: We will be going to the flea market at SPECTRA (you know, the fire station along bukit timah road that has been renovated and transformed in SPECTRA!) this saturday and sunday 14th and 15th nov from 10am to 10pm. We will be selling painstakingly handmade bows that can be bought in the forms of clips, badges and hairbands, so pls come down and support us! :D

THANKS & LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

8:51 PM

OH MY TIAN
{Monday, November 09, 2009}

I have this sudden urge to bake like NOW because maple is down and all I can do is look at those foodblogs.

!!!!!!

10:24 PM

Time for some updates! (:

I guess I'll start with the trip to SPCA for our SL project on friday.

I was awed and surprised. Never knew SPCA looked a little run down and there were so many abandoned pets in there! It's really heartbreaking to know that these pets have so little space to move about and nobody to play with them, especially for those bigger sized dogs, such as the German Sherperd and the Huskies! I admit that I was scared of the german sherperd because well, it looked scary in the first place and it is so big! Managed to stroke Tiger the husky though and it is really sad to hear him howl, especially when we all know huskies are supposed to live in air-conditioned rooms since the weather in Singapore is too hot for their thick furs, but yet he had to stay in that small place with no one to play with him!

Then there was this really cute dog named Ripple. So cute, I swear. Kept stroking him and carrying him cause he was so gentle and never did once barked at us. How could anyone not bring these dogs home? & there was this really cute and sweet cat that shoke her paws me and another that rubs against your hand when you put it inside the cage! It really changed my perspective because I'm starting to like cats already. You know how stray cats on the streets always look so mean and grouchy, well, not all cats look like that!

So now I'm even more determined to raise funds for SPCA so that those pets there get to have a better life!

Saturday was Apollo Faculty Event at DXO! Thoroughly enjoyed my 3 hours of summer with good music, games and friends. I must admit I didn't expect it to be good because, IDK, what can we do there? But it was fun, although the place is too dark to be summer. & congrats to Jordan and Jonathan for being crowned Mr Chatterbox and Mr Greedy respectively. & thanks to all those who voted for although honestly, I don't know if being labelled chatty is a good thing. But no worries because I'll still supply you guys with my incessant chatters.! (: & it was funny to see mr ng with his hair tied up, HAHAHAH, best thing that happened during the event.! I'm so going to upload the photos on FB.!

& I swear our class needs to have a bowling outing. This is the second time we didn't manage to bowl when we're out together! I want to bowl! !!!

Sunday was mummy's and rjt's birthday! :D

Woke up early to bake a cake for her, and here's a picture of it as promised! First time I decorated a cake, so yeah, its not of high quality yet.

Okay, MAPLE MAPLE! :D

7:17 PM

MORE THAN MESSY
{Tuesday, November 03, 2009}

My life is in a mess now.

I have a lot of things that I NEED to do but I'm not doing simply because I'm the queen of procrastination.

Run everyday. I need to get fit and weight lesser so I can run faster and faster and faster & I won't dread intervals.
Don't eat junk food or eat recklessly. Boohoo, I've got a bad eating habit.
~~Research on Centad (Actually this should be no. 1 cause its due today!)~~
Process rubber, rawr!
~~Budget breakdown for logistics proposal. Netball carnival damn exciting! :D~~
Fill in my mcclaurin's notes.
~~Practise more for OP. I CANNOT WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER!~~
Maths revision package (WTS, especially the LT we're going to have when school starts)
Chemistry revision package (WAIT, THIS IS NOT COMPULSORY RIGHT? ;D)
Watch all the shows I want to watch (This is itself another list)
Plan my holiday timetable!
Finish what I've started (ie the pouches)

#12 reminds me of 17 AGAIN. "I wish I can finish what I've started", Mike O' Donnell.

Okay, today I'll do 3,4,5,7,11 today!

Anyway, the past few days have been enjoyable. Saturday was spent selling bubbletea during JU-ON which was really enjoyable because we sold everything, (: despite the cold weather. Sunday was spent watching shows after shows after shows. :D Monday was spent watching shows and then training which aint really training, it was more of classroom theory lesson. Thank god for the rain, because we didn't need to do intervals. :D Learnt A LOT. & failed the first 2 rule tests, but that was expected. Now that I'm more confident, I'm sure I'll play better!

Okay, its going to be 530 soon, gotta go start on my work!

4:58 PM