Life is a maze and love is a riddle♥

Treasuring every moment;
{Monday, August 31, 2009}

These few days have been good, but well, when one goes up, one must come down. I foresee bad days lying ahead, starting from tmr. PW MASS SPAM DAY! :O

Anyway, today had been fun. :D

Morning started with rushing out the teachers' day gifts for all our tchers, mass dance :D and last but not least, the tchers' day concert. Oral Participation was awesomely funny! :D Had a good time giving out gifts to our teachers despite the major human jam in the staff room.

Then we went out to catch The Proposal. Which was interesting, but better for those we can accept a young man marrying an older woman. I must say it wasn't exceptional although I did tear at some parts (as usual!). Next movie to catch is Coco Before Chanel!

Then I went off to JP to meet the rest of the hippos who were all late! Except for me, ben, randy and jinhao. Even Mr Chai was late. -.- But no surprise because he has been late every year! Hahahas. So gradually the rest came and we went to starbucks where chai treated all of us. :D :D :D It's good to have a rich teacher ^^. We talked from 4-6 about anything and everything. As usual, chai tried to psycho us to become engineers in the future because they earn good money and what not. I'm interpreting what he said as telling the guys to become engineers while telling the girls to marry engineers. Hahahs.

Bus ride home was long but very enjoyable. We reminiscenced about our primary school life with everyone telling parts of what they remembered. Like how jehon said we used to tease him and jill together, hahahs.

Jehon & jill went up the hill...

& how yh got slapped by zls cause she taught he was the one who threw the paper at her when it was actually ben!

Then we talked about classmates whom we're not that close to but met coincidentally at places. I guess everyone changed while growing up, but it was nice to think back abt the good old times we had. Really treasure them a lot. :D Chai said to meet up again for dinner after promos. :D

Now I have to start on my hw because I wouldn't have time tmr, rawr! About 33 days left to promos, I'm damn dead. :( Got to start, real soon! RAWRRRR.

8:51 PM

MINESWEEPER MADNESS
{Wednesday, August 26, 2009}

What I promised.

I know, look at the last one. It was a 50% chance! :O I was nearly there. So near yet so far. :(

Anyway, tonight's a busy night for me, :( but I will survive! Running on the track today was :/. But I'm feelin' :D because we play court after every gym session! :D

Need to be more agile. !

8:27 PM

What a relief.
{Tuesday, August 25, 2009}

With 2 lecture tests down, its really a relief and a burden off my shoulders.

So I guess the rest of this week will be okay since next week's tchers' day and we actually get to have a holiday, COCO BEFORE CHANEL here I come!

I can't wait for sunday!
I want to bake.!

& fellow greenies, (Although I think only qr will see this? -.-) anyone wants to find Chai on monday after school? :D

Hmmm, still wondering what to give to all the wonderful teachers I have/had and whether to go back to NY or not because honestly, I don't miss it. :B

Okay, there's nothing much to update so I shall end off here and look at recipes. HOHOHO, before I start one econs. :/

8:47 PM

I heard he's got the girl;
{Saturday, August 22, 2009}

It's ridiculous, but its human nature.

Right now, I need to start on maths. 2 lecture tests and 2 class tests next week, stress level is exponential.

"The world may never know the truth about your life; that’s because they don’t care to. But when you find the ones who want to know every detail of it, they’re the ones to keep. They’re the ones who keep you alive."

Charlene was right, all along.

8:24 PM

For like a seesaw, when you go up, you must come down;
{Thursday, August 20, 2009}

"a true friend is one who doesnt doubt your friendship
who doesnt doubt your intentions
who doesnt doubt what you think of him/her
who doesnt doubt what you're saying
who gives you his/her trust and assumes that you did the same too."

Qianrui is absolutely right.

Let's just say I'm hurt that this is your perception of me when you don't know the whole story.

I doubt jy will see this, but thanks for today. (:

8:20 PM

This is the peak.
{Wednesday, August 19, 2009}

I'm feeling very loved and I've been feeling like this since the weekends.
:D

I don't know what resulted in this sudden realisation in me but this is probably a stage in maturity that I'm going through. I feel more contentment in my life, I feel enlightenment, I feel understanding and well the list just goes on.

I love my friends. :D

Words are not enough to express my gratitude towards all those who have stood by me all these while, not like I was in a crisis or something, but I hadn't been feeling very happy for the previous few weeks for no good reason yet I always have friends to turn to when I needed help, someone to talk to or just someone to entertain me with her funny incidents in her life and what not. It feels good to know that at every corner I turn to, I have a friend right there for me. So blessed, its a little unbelievable.

Then there are friends that sometimes I don't usually talk to but yet we're still able to talk about interesting and funny stuffs when we're together. It's amazing how friendships work.

Suddenly, you don't matter anymore.

So although I haven't been productive this week, I believe I will be there when the time comes. I have this urge to stay back in school everyday to study in the reading room until it closes, go home, bathe and sleep and let the routine continue everyday. It's a possibility, although I'll miss dinner at home and that will be really sad cause my mum cooks my favourite dishes practically everyday!

Anyway, is there any friends out there who want to study with me? :D Qr, Jo, MC, hk, fly...?

So here's a quote for you guys before I go off to study for Chem SPA and tmr's essay test.

“There are two educations. One should teach us how to make a living and the other how to live."

—John Adams

8:52 PM

My wallet is BACK AGAIN.
{Tuesday, August 18, 2009}

That's all I want to say. :)

9:57 PM

The last time I lost my wallet was when I was 7.
{Monday, August 17, 2009}

I am feeling very vexed now, I hope my wallet is waiting for me at the reception where it will be so happy when I collect it tmr.

But this is just a wish with a low probability of coming true. Because I can't even remember whether I dropped it somewhere or I left it in my bag and someone stole it?
& I'm confused because I don't know whether I should pray that I misplaced it, so that in this case Hwachong is still a nice, disciplined and full of good people place or whether I should pray that someone stole it so at least I know its really gone and I don't have to keep thinking about whether I'll be able to get back all the things I lost and then I'm stuck not knowing whether to cancel my cards and what not.

So anyway, if its stolen, please be nice and return me all my things. You can take the $ or even use my ez link card, but please return my fav things inside, I want them back, badly.

Things I'm okay with losing (ie, if you stole it, you can take it):

$ cash, I have about $9+ in there, so if you need it, just take it.
$ in my ezlink card, use it in mcdonalds or for transport, its okay, just return me the card so it will save me some trouble of remaking my card + taking passport photos.
My cinema ticket studs. It's okay if you want to take the "Up" or "HBP" studs to prove to your friends that you watched them when perhaps you haven't. I've watched them and I don't need them.
My ear sticks. I think I have 2 packets inside, you can have it, I think the bookshop sells ear sticks, I'll just buy them tmr.
My pastamania and subway menus. They were free in the first place!
My calendar(s). It's okay, I can use my phone.
My YMCA card. If you're somehow obsessed with owning one, take it. Cause it has expired already so I don't need it.
My RJT photo. Much as I love rjt, I know where to get another one, so its okay, take it.
My timetable. The mini one that xin gave out is in my wallet, in case you need to stalk my classmates, you can have it.
My wallet (empty). Because I actually have a new one, just that I can't be bothered to change it. If you happen to like wallet shop's wallet, take it.

So after taking the above, I hope you can consider returning me the items below, because they are irreplacable(to me!).

Mel's note. Yes, I placed mel's note for me inside because it serves as an motivation for me to work harder as a player and I do look at it from time to time. It's personal, so althought it looks like a normal piece of white paper with words on it, DO NOT throw it away, return it to me, pretty please!
My ez-link card, I don't mind it coming back empty. You can laugh at my photo all you want.
My IC, (I swear I'll never put my IC in wallet EVER AGAIN!). Do you know it cost $100 to remake one? If you don't, now you do. So please return it to me so that I can save $100, you don't need it anyway.
My ATM card, you can't withdraw $ with it, so help me by returning it and I'll save the trouble of going to the bank to remake one. Although the new one will have my name printed on it, like jonl's.
My ticket studs. I have A LOT of them in my wallet, WAH, who's life is it anyway, how the other half loves, back again and the list goes on. It will be good if you can return them because these are part of my memories.
09S7G class photo. What more can I say? I love 7G and I want that photo to be with me till I turn old and die.
Popular card. It's not mine, its my mum's. & much as she says its okay to lose it, its not okay to me. So return please!
Golden Village card. I love the popcorn shape and I just researched, it cost $5 to replace the card when it is free in the first place. You can get one for free if you need it, so please return it to me.!

I'm okay if you put all those things that I need back in a plastic bag and just dump it at my class bench, seriously.

Still don't understand how my wallet can go missing. :(

Anyway, thanks xinyu, jieqi, jonl, jordan, layeng, ju, yh( i can't even rmb if we managed to contact you in the end), mr ngoh, xinyu's friend, nelson, lilan and co, huiying (councillor) and many others who have helped me one way or another. Especially the first few I mentioned cause you guys had to accompany me while I trace back where I've been and what not, wasting precious time that you need for studying bio SPA.

I think there's too much excitement today, I can't take it.

In the morning, there was this HCJC girl who was apparently sick, her whole body went numb and she couldn't moved. Someone called the ambulance so the bus had to stop there and since she couldn't move, the rest of us had to get off and take another bus, All these happened a couple of minutes after I took the bus. The bus like 10 metres away from the bus stop only? I think its very scary though. How do you suddenly become unable to move?

THANKS JO FOR THE TIGGER, I LOVE IT! :D LOVE YA!

Okay, I shall go and bathe. I was too emo to bathe when I got back but now I really need to because (a)I stink and (b) I haven't read a thing for bio SPA! :(

I was a very happy girl ytd, but now I'm not.

8:45 PM

I want to post photos. !
{Sunday, August 16, 2009}

Blogger is all weird and I can't post photos. I am feeling very -.-.

I'm still slacking, I don't know why, but it really is enjoyable. :)

Baked this morning, brownies hohoho! Okay, I admit, my first try with this "Perfect brownie recipe" and it wasn't perfect, but not the recipe's fault, its mine. I overbaked it (This is one sacred rule you must follow when baking brownies, NEVER EVER OVERBAKE THEM) even though I already baked it for less than 5 minutes than the supposed baking time. :(

Anyway, its a very fudgy kind of brownie, I think I'll modify it next time cause I don't like it too fudgy, I like it between fudgy and cakey and I'll make sure I don't overbake them the next time! I feel like a pig, I had three pieces of it just now. So anyway, my version is slightly harder than what it should be but I know there are people out there who will be willing to eat my brownies (right?). So book a brownie today, because I have 27 pieces currently and I'll have spares after leaving some for my family and special friends.
You can forget about booking if you're part of MC, qr, jocelyn or jing because brownies have been reserved for you already!

It's blogger's fault that you guys can't see my brownies. !

& I'm hooked onto minesweepers, omg I don't know why. I've taken screenshots of my progress (yes, I've yet to win the game :( ) but you guys can't see it cause of the stupid blogger. -.- However, despite my failures, I strongly believe I will win it one day (just you wait, you little silly black bombs!) so look out for that winning screenshot in the near future.!

Yes, I must be mad. A level biology SPA in 2 days and look at my wonderful progress.

P.S. AZK's blog is irritatingly scary because he has a countdown timer for promos. Don't go and see! You'll just faint from looking at the time counting down and how you're losing precious seconds just by looking at it.

I will make sure I master throwing the ball with my right hand and only my right hand (ie no help from the left hand) !

3:40 PM

GOOD DAY!
{Saturday, August 15, 2009}

I had a good day!

Woke up in the morning and did maths but I only finished it in the afternoon, hahahs, as usual. Then I went to Jurong East, ie IMM and phoon huat which is (OMG!) none existence now. :( It became a NTUC so now if I need to buy stuffs, I need to head to the one at clementi. :( :( :( But shopping at IMM was fun cause there was this Body Shop atrium sale so I bought the tea tree facial wash (woohoo, 40% off! :D) and of course, I went to ...

DAISO! Had to get the daiso file! Hohoho, mine is light pink and its really really pretty, I think it kinds of motivate me to pack my file, hahahs. :DDDDD & I also got the hot pink one hahahs, but that's for my sis, unless she doesn't want to use it then I'll use it when I need it. :D CHIO FILE! ;D

Then went to Lot one because I saw that courts is having a sale and I wanted to get a new thumbdrive seeing as how my current one has some virus that idk how to remove? My sis said I can reformat it and try, but ohwells, I bought one with a bigger capacity. :D Really need it because of the numerous files I have for PW that I must keep copies of lest either my thumbdrive (the old one) gets corrupted or my com suddenly break down or sth. You'll never know! So backup is good. :D

So anyway, although there's like ALOT of things next week, I'm still feeling relaxed because I need to, before I become stress up next week. & although according to the stress management talk I'm obviously stress and going to burn out soon, I am not. I am highly motivated and I will plan my promos studying schedule soon. I'm going to start next week. :D

So here's wishing good luck for myself and for everyone else because we all know the tons of work coming up but, jiayou, because...

"You have within you, right now, everything you need to deal with whatever the world can throw at you.”
- Brian Tracy

CARAMEL CORN FTW! :D

9:40 PM

All I want for you is happiness.

This is a dedication to jocelyn ang px so if you're not her, don't bother reading.

It's true that we've all got expectations for ourselves and from others but I think that we should care more abt the expectations we give ourselves rather than those given by others, because we're the only ones who truly understand how much we can take. If we really can't put anymore things in our plate, we should just heck about what others want to put in our plate or throw sth out before putting, Piling things up will just make you fat from eating your food. (WEIRD ANALOGY, I KNOW. ) But anyway, if you think you fall short of your own expectations, just remember this:

"It's never too late to be who you might have been. "
- George Eliot

& I'm really glad you are coming back! I've been missing you! So if you need any help in your work, need to find someone to talk to, need to bitch abt someone, anything, just come find me okay! & Try not to feel pressurized by the actions of others, just focus on what you have to do and just do it. 我们一起努力吧！

It's true you may not always be right, but if its sth about yourself, you're most probably right.

*HUGS*

LOVE,
QIANWEN! :D

8:29 AM

EPITOME
{Monday, August 10, 2009}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D (Belated)

I wanted to blog ytd, but blogger was turning weird and what not, so :( Anyway, I caught a bit of the NDP and I think its nicer this year, especially since I love the song so much, hahahs. Meaningful lyrics, cool tune, what more can you expect?

I secretly find the singer charming, it must be him strumming his guitar, his vocals and the fact that he is the one singing the song!

09S7GEMS on saturday night was :D :D :D. UP UP UP & AWAY~
UP is so cute, I hardly watch this kind of movie, but I guess PIXAR did a good job out of it. Carl and Ellie are so sweet together and Russell is just so innocent, you've got to love him! As usual, I'm not going to spoil it for the others so I will not talk about the plot.
HAD A LOT OF POPCORN!

Sunday was spent stoning at home and baking, not forgetting the NDP! :) I shall try to catch the rerun.

& I went to the east coast park with my family today, had fun cycling, pigging out and playing with my two little cousins, I swear they are so cute! & seriously so lively, playing catching/hide and seek was so tiring. But loads of fun though! One day I'll post their pictures up and you'll see how cute they are!

Not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON AND JU! :D

Okay, I shall attempt to sleep, cause I'm still very high from my nap just now. :D

It's time to focus, hocus pocus.

11:48 PM

In the ayer, ay-ayer, ayer, ay-ayer
{Friday, August 07, 2009}

I LOVE MY TEAM MATES! :D

Had a lot of fun singing at kbox today! (: I think our JTS totally rocks! We sang like crazy, jumped about, danced ourselves silly on the couches and many of us are losing our voices soon. Hahahas! Camwhored and we even recorded ourselves being high while singing! Hahahas, SO MUCH FUN! :DDDDD

I want to go dl a lot of songs now so I can sing myself silly at home! (:

Anyway, nd celebrations today was quite fun during the songs singing session but they should have played the new song for us! What do you see?

I LOVE LONG WEEKENDS AND WE'RE WATCHING UP TMR! :D Can't wait, cause I keep hearing its damn good from my left and right, so I expect it to be damn good! :D

Okay, shall go off and catch mingzhong on channel u, hahahs, I LOVE MING ZHONG! :DDDD

9:49 PM

LOOK OUT, THE MOON IS BLUE!
{Tuesday, August 04, 2009}

Let me talk about today before I start on the econ essays.

Maths lecture was fun cause I sat beside jonl who was playing with his gameboy, pokemon red version! Reminded me of my gameboy advanced and pokemon crystal version! Now I feel that both my gameboy and catridge are spoilt! :( CRYSTAL VERSION WAS SO FUN! Sudowoodo! & hahahs, many of us had pokemon in our childhood, suddenly everyone just started talking about the versions they played, how they link gamboys together to transfer pokemons and some of them even know the exact level charmander evolves! I can't even remember which level cyndaquil evolves, hahahs.

PW was trial and getting back our chapters and what not, time to start editing after our "break" -- not doing anything because she didn't return us our stuffs at all. Wait a minute, I just realised... yubin didn't go and get our EOMs back? Hahahs.

2 hours of Biology was mass spammed with SPA details, seriously, I just want to get it over and done with! Mr Ngoh is the best. Last week he told us he lost his pencil case and couldn't figure out how he lost it and today he appeared with it. So I asked him how did he manage to find his pencil case and he sheepishly answered that it was actually at the bottom of his bagpack but he didn't realise it. EPIC, I swear.

Biology lecture was SPA again. -.- Good thing cause we got dismissed early so perhaps if you look carefully, you'll see that the moon is blue today.

Played a little squash and netball with jing and azk joined us while we were playing netball, hahahs. Then went to src to confirm centad stuff.

Then off I went to Bake It Yourself Store! Okay, it wasn't very exciting because I couldn't find what I want although they have lollipop sticks! Why did they not sell pie tart pans?! -.- Anyway, the shop is small, a little too small for my liking, shall head to phoonhuat soon.

& then I bought a char siew bao from the shop beside it, it is supposedly famous for its baos, but ... I was so disappointed! The skin of the bao was too thick! !!! Although the char siew wasn't that bad. One phrase, it wasn't worth my 90 cents.

Okay, I've spent too much time here, time for econs essay! :/

Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn

8:02 PM

COOKIES OVERLOAD
{Saturday, August 01, 2009}

I WAS CASSANDRA YESTERDAY.

As usual, I did nothing productive today. Every saturday my routine is the same, wake up, slack and surf the net for recipes, go out, come back, bake/sleep, dinner, on9/watch TV, do nothing!

Baked today, I think I'm immuned to the taste of the cookies already, ate too many of them, as always. :( Rawr, baking makes people fat! Think I should stop baking cookies and make something else instead. Anyway, MC + inlaws, I don't think the cookies are that nice so hahahs, we shall decide when you guys taste them okay. I added extra salt by accident for one of the batches. :(((((((( IT'S SALTY LAH WTS, -.-

LQR, don't forget about the apple pie recipe! THANKS! :D

So I haven't been updating these few days, I usually update daily unknowningly. Like I'll tell myself nah, I won't blog today but somehow I'll click blogger, new post and start rambling off again. Can't understand why. The start of this week was hectic with all the work I had to do but it was okay from thursday night onwards. Was so tired last night, I just went on9 to update my messenger and slept straight. Was too tired, from training I guess?

Muscles are aching, but I'm really glad we stretched a lot yesterday, if not I doubt I'll be able to walk today. Sprints were better yesterday, yay yay. Will do better next week! :D Volleyball was absolutely fun yesterday, SG VS TW! :D It's really hilarious to play vball with the guys in my class, the silly things we do, SERIOUSLY! I nearly died from laughing yesterday. I can't even remember what stupid things we shouted while doing whooshes, I can only remember lu xiao heng(not very sure how to spell his name!) helped us win. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. & everyone should look out for the taiwanese students, one of them is ________. HMMM. xD

Having gone through block tests, lecture test is like nothing. I have no motivation to study for monday's test, it seems so minor as compared to blocks and promos. Speaking of which, approximately 9 more weeks to promos. They opened the reading room for studying already and when I passed by it that day, there were really people studying inside! Shall plan my study schedule soon, since we won't be stopping training for promos.

I'm very proud of the fact that yesterday's econs tutorial was the first one that I did my tutorial myself and I actually understood what Mrs Ip was going about. what have I been doing for the past 6 months?!

I've been having weird cravings for food. This morning I wanted chocolate milk, ytd I had to have yong tau foo, for dinner today I had to have mixed veg. Don't know why!

1st August, time flies like tse tse flies. Hahahs, it's been 6 months since I entered HC, time is passing so fast, I've gone through so many events, all recorded down by my posts and photos on fb, I must admit, I've enjoyed every bits of it. The ups, the downs, the turns. But if anyone were to ask me, I won't want to turn back time and go through it again. Not because I didn't enjoy it, I love it to bits, but because doing it again will depreciate it.
I'll miss you when you're gone.
Anyway, next week is good because there's national day which means holiday! :D HOHOHO. Netball jts! Finally, wait, I just realised I haven't reply huikin's sms, ahhh. & MC! Wanna go to some park and cycle to the max during the long weekends? :D

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down;

I hope it's just me and I just ain't hearing what it really means.

When criticism meets sarcasm, it's a whole lot worse.

9:41 PM