QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
Perhaps this is how I think.
{Sunday, May 31, 2009}
"A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves before she is left."
—Marilyn Monroe
RANDOM: WTS, DJOKOVIC IS GOT BEATEN OUT FROM FRENCH OPEN! :( :( :( :(
10:09 PM
ONE EPISODE WAS ALL IT TOOK...
{Saturday, May 30, 2009}
FOR ME TO HUA CHI OVER GU JUN PYO!
OMG!
I SWEAR I DIDN'T MEAN TO, BUT NOW I'M GOING TO FINISH BOYS OVER FLOWERS IN THE HOLS. :D
Okay, shall contd to watch boys over flowers! :D Maybe I'll blog tmr, about things that I actually wanted to blog before I started going crazy over lee min ho. :D
11:05 PM
STEADY ACE ACE ACE!
{Thursday, May 28, 2009}
A bad day ensures a good night.
I just saw this guy on okto baking this wonderful pretty black forest cake that he spent a lot of time and effort to make. It's so pretty I don't think anyone who saw him making will bear to eat it. I feel motivated to bake cake and actually decorate it in the hols. :D
There's still work to be done, dang. :(
Finally the 2 tests and napfa is over. You don't know my joy, hahahs, 30 POINTS GOLD FOR NAPFA, WOOHOO!
Thanks jo for lending me her phone today because LG phones (or particularly mine) just die on you 5 seconds after telling you low battery and she missed her bus cause of it. So thanks girl!
Off to bejeweled, because fb cleared my high score that placed me as no. 1 ytd. Now I'm like no. 7, rawr!
10:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON! :D
{Tuesday, May 26, 2009}
Even though I know sharon will never see this, hahahs.
Live your own life, for you will die your own death.
Kind of reminds me of what we talked about during break that day, hahahs.
Had a fun time celebrating sharon's birthday! :D Flour & cake & mayo = sharon in a mess! (:
I'm just living these few days like a zombie, its school, lectures, tutorials, hw and sleep. Oh, of course and eat. I really x infinite can't wait for holidays to come, I'm only motivated to do my work during the hols. Hahahas. & I want to squeeze as many outings and shopping trips in as possible.
This week is absolutely science tutorials mass spam. No practicals resulted in 2 hrs of extra tutorial for biology and chemistry and the lecture this fri for biology is going to be a mass tutorial. -.- Do they know how long I take to do biology tutorial?! & my maths 5B has absolutely no progress after I'm stuck with 1 (ii). ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
I'm just in absolutely stoning mode, it feels like holiday already, except that I still need to go to school.
I'm so proud of myself! I just got a high score for bejeweled like finally and now I'm ranked NO. 1 out of my friends. HOHOHOHO! :D
OKAY, ECONS TUTORIAL HERE I COME. STOP CALLING OUT FOR ME.
8:40 PM
I finally find you and I collide
{Monday, May 25, 2009}
太想爱你是我抑压不了的念头
想要全面占领你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我 却还不属于我
叫我如何不去猜测你在想什么
太想爱你是我抑压不了的折磨
能否请你不要不要选择闪躲
只想爱你的我 太想爱你的我
难道只能在迷雾中猜你的轮廓
4 more days, I'll survive, & when june holidays come I'll work hard, play harder.
I'm feeling rawr for those in OCIP trips! Cause they are all cancelled by order of MOE and I think its freaking pissing to plan everything nicely, spend time doing this and that, spend your money and POOF, one announcement and they are all not going overseas. -.-
I don't feel like doing anything now although there's bio tutorial to be completed and research to do. RAWRRR. The temperature is getting into me! Have been feeling moody these few days, those around me should understand, sorry about it, I need more control! Perhaps I need to exercise and release those good hormones.
I cannot wait for the holidays to come, seriously.
Til then, its science and me through the night.
9:54 PM
Even the best fall down sometimes.
{Saturday, May 23, 2009}
For the past 2 days I've been letting time pass by freely without grabbing hold of it and I kind of like that feeling. But now, I'm going to stamp my feet soon if I can't get my brain to go into my homework mode.
- Dance night later, can't wait!
- I think I've finally adapted with the fact already. I'll survive.
- Bejeweled in facebook is addictive and frustrating. It's impossible to break one's high score!
- Council investiture was heartwarming, very unlike NY's.
- Rawr, I'm going to miss the DSA tryouts for netball. DANG!
- One more week!
11:24 AM
503
{Wednesday, May 20, 2009}
:D :D :D Actually, its quite cool to catch the movie before finishing the book/reading 1/3 of it only. It resulted in me being able to understand the things right at the start yet I can also enjoy the thrill of the plot. Nigh at the museum 2 next! :D
We walked around ps and cathay after that, looking at many interesting and cool stuffs. :D Camwhored and chitchatted at KFC. :D I like outings. (:
RAWR, I'm having napfa next week, but my fitness can't make it alrdy. How am I going to clock 2.4 until 12 minutes! :( I hope pull ups will be as easy as what the others went through and please let me get an A for SBJ!
Felt quite fatigue just now so I slept for an hour but now I'm sleepy again. RAWR. I've got work to do but my brain is alrdy in the holiday mode even though there's still 1+ week left. :( AND I JUST REALISED WE'RE MISSING GP FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK! :D WOOHOO!
Good luck to all those having investiture tmr! :)
I need to start planning my holidays and start on centad!
RANDOM: THERE'S A SHERLOCK HOLMES MOVIE IN DEC AND GUESS WHO'S ACTING IN IT! JUDE LAW AS DR WATSON! :D ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG! & I've just researched, there's a character called Irene Adler which means that the movie is going to be so exciting, I shall not spoil it here, but you can trust me on this cause I've read every single story there is for sherlock holmes (let me ego for a while, hahahs). I know a hound of baskervilles is very popular and it has already been made into a movie but frankly speaking its not one of my fav. The one that's showing in Dec is though, The Scandal in Bohemia. (: It should be this one because Irene Adler is the main char in it although she was mentioned in some other stories. Trust me, its interesting because it doesn't have the usual ending the way the other stories have. SO LOOK OUT FOR IT!
Okay, shall continue with my work, I'll upload the pictures soon and LORRAINE, OUR PRECIOUS PHOTOS ARE STILL WITH YOU!
10:58 PM
Still in absolute slack mode.
{Tuesday, May 19, 2009}
Yeap, totally slacking my ass off now. I don't know why, I think my brain thinks its easy to find the EOMs and do bio prac. -.-
Anyway, talking to azk reminds me of tennis which reminded me of the match djokovic played with ljubicic last saturday and just to let my fellow team mates know, he won him 6-4, 6-4! :D
Looks familiar? HUIKIN I KNOW YOU WILL SEE THIS. :D
HOHO, SO CUTE WITH A CAP! :D
Okay, its past 9 alrdy, I shall stop looking and go do my work! RAWR.
8:49 PM
When too much ain't a good thing
{Monday, May 18, 2009}
VBALL FINALS TODAY. ONE WORD, AWESOME.
I've always been a small fan of vball, especially love watching teams play in the olympics and what not. I think its the way the game works that intrigues me. Nice setting and wham bang spikes just make the whole game so exciting. Not forgetting the way they save the ball and did you catch their serves? I'm so proud of hwachong, first gold for vball boys in 15 years! :D
Maybe I cheered a little too much, my throat is hurting now, rawr. Even francis commented that my voice is a little high and well, definitely loud! Hahahs.
I CAN'T BELIEVE MATHS AND ECONS TEST ARE OVER. :D Like who cares if I fail or pass or what not, ITS OVER BABY!
I can slack tonight, I can't believe it. Well, before I start doing all my undone work and start understanding the lessons I've been missing because of seasons. & of course planning my holidays, I'm going to make it a fruitful one like the one I had in march. I'm going to go out like crazy before I start for blocks. :D
& the situation now is like so very zomg. I think its slightly screwed, so dang. I'm embarassing myself over and over again! :(
Okay, I shall go read Angels&Demons since we're catching it on wednesday! I've only got 2 days to do that!
Ain't this pretty, I guess you can say the sun has risen now.
4 more days to dance night, qianrui jiayou! :D
7:20 PM
Minutes before dawn
{Saturday, May 16, 2009}
It's been a whirl, with emotions soaring high up and plunging right down these few days. I guess you can say that this is one important moment of my life's ups and downs. It's only been a few days but I feel like I've become a different person, perhaps with an added pinch of pessimism, perhaps with a splash of determination, but whatever it is, the tears are part of the concoction that has made me who I am today.
Friday started with tears and ended with it, I couldn't hide my disappointment no matter how hard I tried, because when I saw people who actually understood how I felt and tried their best to comfort me, I felt that it was okay to show my true feelings and totally just started breaking down. I believe it's because major disappointments don't come so often in my life, maybe a couple in my secondary school phase, so when failures started coming and continuously just wham into my face one by one without stopping, I guess anyone like me will feel the pain no matter how much we try to ignore it. But as shiing once told me, if I can't find my place in this, I'll just find my place in another. There must be somewhere I can find my place in.
Last match of the seasons was a thrill to watch and the end of this seasons marks the start of the next. I'm determined to go all out and get what I want and what the teams wants. The sharing session that we had on friday night was really heartwarming as we reflected on our journey and how much we had overcome. The differences between us and with the goal being the only similarity, I'm really proud of our achievements and to be in HCNETBALL 09. I'll miss the seniors.
Post Season Party was fun although I slept like a pig on saturday morning, went out in the afternoon came back to play pig and truth or dare or double dare, had steamboat and then back to truth or dare or double dare. I don't regret not studying for tmr's tests, really love spending time with my fellow teammates even though they were being evil while playing pig just to get me to do a dare. I was upgraded from a level 2 pig to a level 4 pig for no good reason! & seeing huikin do her dare was the ultimate, even mel fell off the chair! Truth or dare or double dare was once again with the intention to sabo me. & if jo hadn't chosen double dare I would never have gotten it! We were an amusing bunch calling people so many times on loudspeaker and taking turns to try again and again because somehow they were all not answering, hahahs. I think oli's one the best, yh picked up but he kept saying "sry i can't hear you" or "my phone is still charging" and oli just kept waiting for 10 mins, 15 mins and even up to half an hour just to call him back. Mine was so funny too, you should have seen their faces when he didn't pick up for 5 times, called before and after dinner and mel even called him with her phone out of desperation. She nearly wanted to sms him to tell him to pick up the call when he finally picked up. & obviously I was panicking like crazy because after those missed calls I was confident that he'll nvr pick up and my dare was to totally embarass myself, oh gosh. Shall not divulge further details, hahahs. Subha's one was so funny! Cause that guy refused to answer the call 5 times deliberately as it was an unknown number to him. Mel was smsing him and he replied asap but when we called he just daoed. Then mel started going into the topic of having strangers calling you and he replied, "ya, some shithead just called me 5 times!". HILARIOUS, I SWEAR. Jo's was so funny, don knew it immediately and even said "you all netball guai lan right". He sounded so ah beng-ish on the phone, so funny. Sharon was the most calm even though that guy heard our laughter and knew she was on a dare. Hahahahs! Nat's was so funny, desmond is so ___! Hahahahs, he asked nat out even after knowing it was a dare! LOLS.
Okay, I'm kind of wasting my really really precious time here, shall go off now. (:
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
11:44 PM
HIGH HIGHER HIGHEST! :D
{Thursday, May 14, 2009}
I'M LIKE DAMN HIGH NOW CAUSE WE CAN HAND IN GPP ON MONDAY! :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
I really hope they will send our class for vball finals on monday! I WANT TO WATCH VBALL! Those who know me will truly understand that its the game I want to watch and not the guys involved, hahahas.
Tmr is the day, so ___________. I've been thinking about it for days, lalalalalalalalala, yes yes, everything will go well!
Only bio lecture tmr, WAHAHAH, SHUANG DAO....!
OPERATION SLAI MUST SUCCEED! :(
Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me
11:15 PM
How we fall in love;
{Tuesday, May 12, 2009}
"The reason why we fall in love with someone all of a sudden is because he/she did something that caught your eye and touched your heart."
8:35 PM
IF YOU THOUGHT THAT...
{Monday, May 11, 2009}
having the table tennis girls and guys matches against RIJC and the track and fields nationals (which also included RIJC) at the same day left you with a tough decision to make as to where to go and what to support,
THINK AGAIN.
Because on faithful wednesday, 13th May, 5 HCI TEAMS WILL GO AGAINST RIJC!
1. Netball, Hougang Sports Hall 440pm
2. Squash Girls, Kallang Squash Courts 2pm
3. Softball Girls, RIJC
4. Softball Boys, RIJC
5. Basketball Boys
Okay, I sound like I'm posting on HCunite. Anyway, come down and support us and other teams (P.S. The squash one will be damn exciting!) cause we need it. -NOW I REALLY SOUND LIKE I'M POSTING ON HCUNITE-
I just thought its damn cool that 5 teams are going against RIJC! Hahahahs. FIGHT AH!
11:20 PM
LALALA!
Frankly speaking, I can't wait to go to school tmr, I'm missin' it a lil. BUT I feel stupid for wasting my time not doing my work and for that, I can't face school. Hahahahs. Yet, I am unable to make myself study now, I'm feeling bloated from lunch and all I want to do now is stone and sleep, rawr!
Anyway, you know how I'm kind of obsessed with post it and such, I read this interesting article about this artist who has been doing post it art and pasting the post its all over singapore. Quite an interesting idea, here's one example!
AND HE PASTED IT HERE!
Go to http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/ to have a look. (:
Another random song I'm into now, I think layeng's You belong with me is cute too, but sometimes you need a good emo song yeah.
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But watched our love fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.
I've been feeling rather unsettled these few days, I think its because of the upcoming match on wednesday. Good luck to us! (:
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
12:48 PM
Because in reality, there's no happy ending;
"They say there's no happy ending
between you and me, I say its
because they don't know what's a
happy ending."
12:04 AM
You think, you ponder then you wonder.
{Sunday, May 10, 2009}
Spent my yesterday at home stoning, slacking, watching videos and just sleeping. I swear it felt really good. (: But I'm feeling a little guilty, especially after looking at some people's msn nick, like rawr, they completed so much work alrdy. -.-
So maybe today will be muggin' day, I don't know, there's still one more day to spend tmr! But I feel like going out, or doing something fun, go for a movie/shopping or just simply spending time with my friends like having a movie marathon or something. Hmmm. Or baking! :D
Okay, doodles, I'm watching bedtime stories now, hahahs, forget abt muggin'!
10:37 AM
IMPORTANT!
{Saturday, May 09, 2009}
HELLO DA JIA, WHO HAS FRI'S NIGHT TICKET FOR BACK AGAIN AND IS WILLING TO SELL IT TO ME/EXCHANGE FOR A SAT'S NIGHT TICKET!
I NEED A FRIDAY NIGHT TICKET!
9:59 AM
还我H20!
{Thursday, May 07, 2009}
Today is finally over. So many things, time seemed to pass really slow.
ESSAY TEST first thing in morning and she went for a course -.-, but we still did our test obediently. Please let me pass this one! :/
Photo taking! Lols, the camera is really good, so clear! & all the girls were lookin' at the mirrors multiple times before taking the photo. & the wind was really big, it kept blowing our hair and screwing our fringes!
Econs lecture was on macro. That's actually all that I know, hahahs.
Bio tutorial was really ____. Going through tutorial is like a routine, we just copy and copy and copy. Nothing else.
Maths tutorial! I'm feeling a bit RAWR now cause I just realised I'll most probably be missing the next maths tutorial and he is going to go through maths tutorial 4B! Plus tmr's maths lecture. RAWRRRRRRRR, my integration is going to suck even more now.
Chem lab was AA. I mean AA as in Alternative Assessment, quite fun, I especially love adding excess NaOH to Cr3+, the colour is prettaye prettaye! Gosh, I can't believe we have to memorise the list of reactions for a 15mins theory test. O.O! & the task 2 was fun! :D I was a bit high, hahahs, love chem! :D
Went to the bench since I had a bit of time before fac comm interview. Claudia was playing chinese chess with this guy at our bench so I just watched her play, ending up with me playing with that guy instead. I need to brush up on my skills, I'm pathetic. Hahahas. Went up at 5 although my interview was at 545 cause I was starting to feel really nervous about it at the bench and decided to join the rest waiting for their turns.
The interview was okay. I took like 10 mins only! Although jas, ct and yf took like 15 mins and dom broke the record with his 5mins interview. LOLS? & they asked a weird question, "what is my proudest moment?" Like lols, it does not sound related to the fac comm but ohwells! At least its overrrr! :D
The gates are finally UNLOCKED!
ILP AND GPP TONIGHT, RAWR RAWR!
Jiawen is another victim under the category of those who do not know that raisins are made from grapes!
9:04 PM
Still surviving!
{Wednesday, May 06, 2009}
It's wednesday night. Now all I have to figure out is how to study for tmr's gp essay test & how to score for fac comm interview. RAWR, PLS LET ME GET IN.
I can't believe siqi and oli didn't know that raisins are made from grapes! SERIOUSLY. Like i was offering them van houten chocolate today, the ones with raisins inside and oli was staring at the package and I was asking her why. So she said, "I'm seeing if this one is the one with raisins or the one with grapes cause I don't like raisins". Then I totally stoned, hahahas. And huikin who was beside was like, but raisins are made from grapes! Then oli's expression was absolutely priceless. HAHAHAHA. and then oli turned to siqi and told her, I DIDN'T KNOW RAISINS WERE MADE FROM GRAPES! Siqi: Actually, I also don't know.
ZOMG LAH! HAHAHAHA.
I can't believe azk just made me watch part of a squash match on youtube. HE IS SO RANDOM! & I'm actually watching more videos and teaching him squash, LOLS?
I'm feeling ambivalent abt friday but I have faith that we're going to win. GO HCNETBALL!
Okay, shall go type out the stats!
10:03 PM
So who wanted
{Tuesday, May 05, 2009}
AIKIDO?! Hahahahahs!
Like seriously? Hahahahs, cause NOW I'M IN AND SO ARE YOU GUYS! But I doubt we're expressing interest in it? HAHAHA. ZOMG. Ohwells, I think it will be fun since we're going to be so retarded!. (:
ANYWAY,
I'M IN FOR CENTAD. ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG. Like I totally never expect it, especially after talking to the teacher that day. BUT,
now, I'm feeling relaxed, because if things go haywire for _______, I still have sth to fall back on. I mean I look at the way she's showing it, I doubt I'll get it.
OKAY, AQ TEST TMR, what am I supposed to do about it, hahahas. ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!
PROJECT SPEEDWAY! I WANNA GO! (:
9:16 PM
If you will take the chance to understand
{Monday, May 04, 2009}
“You may be right. I may be crazy. But it just might be a lunatic you’re looking for.
10:49 PM
Life is feelin' surreal.
{Sunday, May 03, 2009}
Can't believe its sunday morning now, days have been passin' like a whirl. Past 2 days were spent relaxing and playing around, guess today is muggin' day huh. But I'm like stoning around cause I don't know what to start with and I don't feel like starting. RAWR.
Should I or should I not?
I hope everything will be okay, next week's gonna be damn busy! RAWR! :(
& jiawen's pm says there's a lot of work, but I don't know what they are cause I'm in full stoning mood.
Jw, perhaps you can enlighten me?
10:13 AM
Today I understand why
{Friday, May 01, 2009}
"SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVEN'T GROWN UP AT ALL."
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
Sometimes you don't know how to make decisions when it is based on something that you predict may happen but for all you know, will never happen.
It's times like this that helps you to grow, while at the same time, make you realise that you ain't grown up yet.
But I've decided. I will go for it and survive till the end. Cause as wq puts it, "you know its worth it in the end".
How can I think that I won't survive when I haven't even tried?
But today, I've also understood why people ponders about the things others do. I saw the reality of choices made by others, how they never think about what happens to others when they make a certain decision, especially when they simply abuse their authority. Don't they understand how one simple action can crush all the hopes others have?
Now its my turn to ask "why?"
Perhaps, its the revealing of the true face of humanity.
I hope the interview will be okay.
"And you'd give anything to get what's fair"
9:02 AM
