09S7G WITH 08S6V! :D SNR CLASS! (:
APOLLO BABY!
JUMPSHOT! :D
WITH ALFRED & JIAMIN! :D
THE CHAMPION FLAG! :D
I DOUBLE HEART 09S7G! :D CAUSE WE DID IT, when we were even having doubts ourselves. Our practises for the performances were really ___ & we racked our brain damn hard, squeezed all the juices, trying to ensure a good and natural performance that will make everyone high. Then when we weren't even high ourselves during the practises, we were scared because we were representing APOLLO and we couldn't lose it. & therefore, the win was so important to us. Some of us just cried after the results were posted, too happy for words. I was just so touched that our efforts paid off and we did it for APOLLO! :D Only we, ourselves, can understand the amount of effort put in by us for it. SO I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! 09S7G! :D WE'RE GONNA KEEP ROCKIN' !
SPECIAL THANKS TO OUR SNRS FOR ALL THE HELP! :D & FELLOW BULLBOYS AND GIRLS![ Such as S7E who gave us three cheers! (: ]FOR THE SUPPORT AND CHEERING! LOVE YA! :D
& even though I really like red, yellow is definitely part of my life now! :D Gonna get more yellow rubberbands, hahahahs!
I'M PROUD TO BE A BULLGIRL!
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Okay, now this is going to be rather emo after all that highness.
I was wondering how maybe time is passin' too fast and I'm forced to grow up too soon. I'm at the age of making my own decisions for my own future and happiness and sometimes I'm just confused at how I should be making decisions. Sometimes I just don't understand why I'm making certain decisions. Sometimes, I wonder if I make them right. It's a fact that I can't decide and I think its because I'm too scared to decide. What if I regret? How would I know whether I'll regret or not? What's going to happen if I stand firm to my own decision? Was it even my decision? What if I decide on something else? What will happen? Some decisions just need courage and bravery, but certain needs more. What happens if I realised later on that my decision wasn't the right one? Will I have the chance to change? I doubt so. & this leaves me pondering abt it every moment, because I don't want to regret, I don't want to be unhappy, I don't want to be under pressure.
I don't dare to make a final decision, but I don't want to be a wandering soul. What can I do?
P.S. Thanks Jing for the encouragement. (:
Stop saying the otherwise, because I can see it in your eyes.