QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
SIQI = 经典!
{Thursday, January 29, 2009}
HAHAH! I'm still laughing over what happened before training today! It's damn funny! :DDDD
I went to the angel & mortal box today and found a letter from my angel, with some details. So here goes...
Me: Okay, who's in PCME? (My angel wrote that she's in PCME!)
Siqi: Me! And only me!
Me: -Stones- -Looked at the letter- -Looked at siqi- You're the one!
Siqi: -in shock-
Everyone else: -LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY!-
OMG, DAMN JING DIAN. If she had said me without the and only me part, I would still be guessin' who's my angel but HAHAHA, siqi is damn funny lah! :D She totally forgot that she wrote that she's in PCME in the letter!
& the funniest was she said that last time when she was the angel of someone else, she saw her mortal reading the letter she gave to her, went over to take a peek and said ...
"Wah, I write so long ah!"
OMG, HAHAHAHAHAH. I think every single time I think of it, I'll LAUGH LIKE MAD LAH!
Especially since siqi tried so hard to make sure I can't guess that its her with her super short letter everytime, and the letters don't even sound like her! LOLS!
Really enjoyed training today! :D
I WANT TO GAMBLE MOREEE, PLS INVITE ME TO YOUR HSE TO PLAY MAHJONG, TYVM! :D HAHAHAH.
Okay, I updated alrdy, I'm like damn good. :D
& Hwachong is stupid, they didn't tell us what time we're supposed to report nxt monday and what we're supposed to do, WOW. -.-
Okay, I shall go play wahjong! Kind of addicted to mahjong now. :D
8:54 PM
FIRST DAY!
{Monday, January 19, 2009}
School is like okay I guess, though a little borin'.
Like wth, we wake up so early to go for the stupid ISYF to listen to 3 people talking AND IT ENDED EARLY. -.-
Then we had maths lesson followed by chem with a break in between.
SMTP TEST WAS _____________.
WTH, I left 7 questions blank cause they minus 2.5 marks for every wrong answer and since I didn't know how to do them, I had to just leave them blank. & OMG, the no. of people who went for it its like... I know I have 0 chance alrdy!
& we have a discipline master, I bet he's for the boys cause we girls are just too guai. (:
Which makes me think the bubble blowing incident today, one word, brainless. -.-
Thank goodness school starts at 1130 tmr! Although I'm waking up early to go for a run. I DON'T THINK IT WILL HAPPEN, HAHAH. Shall just do some skippin'!
Can't wait to know what class I'm in actually, cause I want to know how many 402-ers are in the same class with me! (: Although we're together now, hahahs.
Okay, gtg, there's bio test tmr, wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, -.- . I know I shld give up but I somehow can't make myself do it. -.-
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
Love the song! (:
10:07 PM
OKAY, MAYBE ITS 75 -.-
{Wednesday, January 14, 2009}
When I said 75, I mean the no. of ppl they'll take in for SMTP. Both digits came from Randy so pls believe in half of it only, hahahs, I don't know lah, but I'm going to try for my luck...
YES, I SIGNED UP FOR SMTP!
Like omg, when I have NO time to study. I love myself man.
& I've decided on BCME!
So I'm going for the bio, the chem and the maths one. Which is good news cause it means chem's test on monday, i'll have some time for bio! :D GREAT, now if only I can rmb my chem stuff. -.-
I'm going to be really busy, wth!
Work tmr til 630, then chalet til sat morning, training at hc, me, jo & fly are going to cab there, piano lessons in the afternoon, take a breather, then night to the airport, yes my sister is coming back. Then sunday, work again til 630, night prepare for school nxt day and viola!
SCHOOL. -.-
All I need to do now is stuff math papers slots, trip to pops slots and school shoes shopping slot in and I'll be okay. HAHAH, I bet I can't do it. -.-
I wasn't kiddin' when I said I'm not ready for school! S:
Anyway, can't chat long cause its time for me to do the math papers, wth wth, if only I can be like those who won't worry the hell out of it even when they didn't do the papers. BLEH. D:
8:27 PM
I KNOW I SHOULD BE HAPPY...
{Monday, January 12, 2009}
Anyway, I'm really happy for all my friends who got good O results! Like ben! :D ~COME TO HWACHONG!~ Hahahahs. (: Hope they are all happy abt their results yeah!
& I'm not that happy for myself but whatever!
I don't feel like trying out for SMTP alrdy, I mean if they are really choosing only 30 people I'll rather try to get into chem olympiad. I don't know! I mean, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO STUDY FOR SMTP. D: & its 3 tests! Sry, 4, because I still can't decide over BCME and PCME. WTH.
& so, there is a high chance that i'll just give up on SMTP. heck abt the numerous opportunities I'm telling myself I'll have if I get in.
I'm not ready for school yet! D: SERIOUS, I need school shoes, I haven't gotten them yet, and my uniform isn't ready, you're supposed to put some string/shoelace/rubberband thing inside right! IDK, IDK, IDK! I'M JUST NOT READY FOR SCHOOL! D:
& yeah yeah, obviously there's still math papers. -.-
ARGH! @#$%(@#%!(@!%(%(
BLEH BLEH BLEH!
9:34 PM
TOO MANY ROADS...
{Saturday, January 03, 2009}
In a dilemma now, I knew I shouldn't have gone to the hwachong website to take a look!
Now, I seriously don't know what combination to choose alrdy, BCME or PCME? This totally depends on what I want to do in the future, the course I want to take in NUS (Yes, its NUS for me, I don't like NTU), so its the fight between Chemical Engineering and Pharmaceutical Industry. This is so shucks because chemical engineering provides a very wide range of opportunities and I do have interest in certain areas of it BUT it requires me to take a physics because the prerequisite in NUS for that particular course includes a H2 pass in physics while for Pharmaceutical Industry I can take Biology which I much prefer compared to Physics as a H2 pass is needed in the pharmacy course in NUS BUT it results in lesser opportunities and a possibility of not being able to do what I want to do(create drugs) if I don't do well in it. I may just end up being a pharmacist and frankly speaking, I don't like the idea. I want a job that's like a research pharmacist you see. HOWEVER, if I go into chemical engineering, I don't mind going into the plastics or food area.
SO YOU SEE, I HAVE TO DECIDE IT NOW.
This is so dang.
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Now, this is worse, shucks, maybe now I want to be a medicinal chemist. Okay, I don't know! WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?!
If only I have someone who can tell me what kind of job I actually want when I tell him or her what's my interest. & forensic scientist sounds really fun too, this is bad...
Grah, shall do more research on the different areas next time, I shall not care abt it for now!
10:27 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
{Thursday, January 01, 2009}
You know how people always have new year resolutions every year, well, I have mine too & I'm proud to say that I kept that very one resolution I made to myself last year.
I haven't drunk bubble tea for a year! :D
-CLAPS CLAPS-
-STANDING OVATION-
-BOWS HEAD-
...
Okay, you get what I mean.
So I'm going to make another one this year, yeah, food related!
& of course I won't mention it here since said new year resolutions usually don't work. (: I'll tell you guys 365 days later. (:
Spent the first second of my 2009 with a bunch of strangers in the LRT on my way home, which was quite interesting, cause I saw many with phones in their hands and smiles on their faces. :D
Oh yeah, I just got back from work, DOUBLE PAY DAY! :D
Okay, shall not talk much, I need to rest since there's training tmr and work after that!
8:29 PM