QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Sunday, June 29, 2008}
Really shocking Wimbledon results. I can't believe Novak Djokovic and Ana Ivanovic are out. & Ana Ivanovic got beaten by a Chinese ranked 133! EH, 133 VS 1 LEH! OMG, what kind of results are these! Oh yeah, Maria Sharapova and Andy Roddick are out too.
I just can't believe it. D:
9:54 PM
我虽忙,但却忙得很开心。
Have been sleeping like at 12+ 1+ for the past week and I finally replenished my sleep over the weekends. Recesses and lunches were booke with stuff too, which is like. ... But I've been happy! (: So I guess, that's all that matter. can't wait to get busy with TDC. :D :D :D
This is funny. (:
& yeap, can't wait for tmr! :D I mean, even though many were disappointed by the swim naked thing, that's not really the whole point of the show. The point is, tmr's episode will be good. :D
Feeling guilty, I don't know what to do. Advice were given, its my choice now. & I'll make the right choice.
Many things have happened, we're going to change classroom with 414 because ethel went for a knee injury and she xing dong bu fang bian. We're nice, until august eh! It's okay I guess, more exercises only and having to go down to eat. I think I'll miss the slope. D;
Still surviving well, and I won't say die. (:
Ah, shall try to find time to watch ruan jing tian in xiao jing teng's mv. ;D
5:45 PM
{Saturday, June 28, 2008}
我能想像 远方的路旁 有一双目光
外套右边肩膀上 还留着 一点伤
有时能爱到过往 回头看 为什麽会退让
或许人们都一样 越受伤 越健忘
追寻烟火的路上 或流浪 或碰撞 还要闯
我能想像 在远方的路旁 会有一双目光
是否一样 都带着昨天的伤 试图想要遗忘
我能想像 对爱情的信仰 注定得忙了又忙
我的眼眶 如果有悲伤 那是我过程中的收藏
手指敲在琴键上 那情绪有点down 喔
人影交错的广场 或悲伤 或失望 却不放
*我能想像 在远方的路旁 会有一双目光
是否一样 都带着昨天的伤 试图想要遗忘
我能想像 对爱情的信仰 注定得忙了又忙
我的眼眶 如果有悲伤 那是我过程中的收藏
躺一躺 看月光 在经过那些离散是否一样都坚强
REPEAT*
我收藏 我的泪 你的光
5:38 PM
{Wednesday, June 25, 2008}
It's good to talk to someone when you're pissed off with something and you need a listening ear, of course, you must find the right ear.
Anyway, I really can't wait for next week to come and its not just because of ming zhong. Cause I can't stand it alrdy. It's no longer whether I can 忍 or not. 忍一时,不能忍一世. Anyway, I 忍 very long alrdy, I don't think its my problem. Its definitely yours my dear, cause I'm not the only who thinks so.
For now, I'll just concentrate on the stuffs I need to do.
照亮这城市的阳光
在地平线远方
让夜不再漫长
受伤它是什么形状
被埋藏在何方
让痛化为了想象
爱如果一切重来
爱如果失去了伤害
再重来
会有什么精彩
还有什么值得期待
已过去的未来
再重来
难道不会失败
若失去跌倒的痛快
前进的方向还存不存在
照亮这城市的阳光
在地平线远方
让夜不再漫长
受伤它是什么形状
被埋藏在何方
让痛化为了想象
爱如果一切重来
爱如果失去了伤害
再重来
会有什么精彩
还有什么值得期待
已过去的未来
再重来
难道不会失败
若失去跌倒的痛快
前进的方向还存不存在
再重来
会有什么精彩
还有什么值得期待
已过去的未来
再重来
难道不会失败
若失去跌倒的痛快
前进的方向还存不存在
Can't wait for jo to come back! :D
& I really hope what I predicted today won't come true even though I know it will.
OH YES, I'M DAMN BLOODY SAD CAUSE I CAN'T GO FOR SHINE NOW THAT I NEED TO GO FOR THAT GIFTED EDUCATION TALK ON SAT. SORRY LUH, BUT WTSHIT!? !!@#@#%#^#*$(*$#&@!@^o)^()*%@#!@%!^
I rather go for shine cause its more meaningful and I want to see the stars! GE talk is totally not related to me! SHINE IS. STARS... Georgina was being evil by laughing at me. &&& ahahhas, so funny.
georgina. says:
eh why you so excited abt someone swmiing nude!
georgina. says:
TSK LAH YOU.
IT'S TMR! HE'S SWIMMING NUDE TMR! :D
Ya, I'm excited cause he's got a gd body, cannot meh! xD
9:55 PM
{Tuesday, June 24, 2008}
Didn't have time to blog ytd.
Anyway, ming zhong was quite nice! :D I especially love the scene whereby cunxi carried xinyi up the stairs. AND THE BRIDGE SCENE DAMN SAD! D: AH.
加油!陈欣怡!
加油!陈欣怡!
Anyway, the scene I'm waiting for is actually nxt week. The one cunxi nearly get banged by the car then xinyi saved him. AWWWW. & then he will save her art pieces. damn sweet. ah!
我一看到你就会气到要爆掉!
I can't believe I missed shi fa dai yan ren for 2 days! YTD was because of grad mag, today its because of maths ws 6.2. THANKS MAN. D: MY SHOW! I bet yunting watched for both days lah! D: D: D: Luckily I read the synopsis so I don't feel so bad. SHALL NOT MISS IT TMR!
11:22 PM
{Sunday, June 22, 2008}
YAY! ALL PACKED AND READY! :D
Actually, I can't wait for tmr's school to end. I want to rush home to watch xiao yu er yu hua wu que then ming zhong. Yes, channel 8 is showing xiao yu er yu hua wu que again! :D LOVEEEES! DAMN NICE OKAY THAT SHOW!
& then there's ming zhong. hohohohho! which reminds me of the conversation I had with shi ing earlier on, damn funny.
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love AFTER FINAL EXAMS I'LL WATCH MINGZHONG
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love SINCE GOT SUCH HIGH RATINGS
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love REALLY VERY NICE AH
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] YES LAH
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] YOU SEE LAH
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] NVR CONTD WATCHING
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] REGRET LE HOR
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] !!!
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] DAMN NICE OKAY!
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] 10.93 EHHHH
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] TAI BANG LE
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love OK LA
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] MING TIAN YOU DE KAN!
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] :D :D:D:D:D:D
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love I KNOW YOU SURELY WONT UNCAPS ME NOW
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] YA OF COURSE LAH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love SO I TALK CAPS WITH YOU
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love HAHAHAHA
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love OK OK
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] GOOD GOOD
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love RELAX
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] LIKE SCREAMING LIKE THAT
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love I NV SAY I WONT WATCH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love I SAY I WILL WATCH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love OMG
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] BUT FINAL EXAMS TOO LATE LAH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love STOP STOP
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love ok
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] TAI CHI LE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love can laaaaaaa
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love now comp period
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] OH YA
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] WHEN'S THE FIRST DAY!
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love train everyday if i still watch i bu shi ren already
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love haha
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love week two wed
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love my team shooting first!
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love =[
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love then 4th july pistol
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love which is funfair day tmd
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] oh
*naf[c=4][b]♡越前!♥ 阮经天![/c][/b] no wonder.
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love yah..
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love =[
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love wow..
(R) =[shiingg]= shoot bang love you uncapsed..
Hahahas, ya lah, cannot caps too long. Anyway, I just realised I havent blogged about xiao tian's nick names! DAMN FUNNY LAH. One of them is 硬明天! Cause today soft so tmr hard. LOL. Then another is 阮7天, which isnt very funny but poor him! His nicks are so weird and funny! LOLS.
Hohoho, shall viwawa a little before going to bed, I'm so hyper now lah!
9:46 PM
YAY! I FINALLY FINISHED MY XIAO SHUO! WOOHOOO! :D So I'm left that stupid CME 500 words thing to do. AH, NEED TO CRAP OUT 500 WORDS! D: D: D:
School is starting tmr, I want it to start because if it doesn't, then ming zhong episode 15 won't come out. BUT IF IT DOES, I think I'll just die from stress. Then again, I can't control time so yeah. D:
I hate the last day of school hols cause it means chiong. D:
2:36 PM
{Saturday, June 21, 2008}
要不是你让想念猖狂打破天窗
我不会发现枕头上的荒凉
以为你就是故乡
却变成我的流浪
谁的傍晚是谁的天亮
十九八七六十六亿人同时狂欢
五四三二一个人倒数孤单
回忆的拥挤广场
假装你还在身旁
就像你最爱依赖我的肩膀
第一行诗的狂妄
第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇 你的倔强
第一颗流星灿烂
第一个天真愿望
第一个诺言 美丽的荒唐
你教我爱的善良
你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记该忘伤心太伤
那些你教我的事
让思念更苦更长
只想问 想念的 想念的 想念的你 怎么样
爱情是信仰或只能是旅途风光
那女孩带我漫游一次天堂
你教我怎么爱上
却没教怎么遗忘
让我的阳光都变成了泪光
你教我怎么爱上
却没教怎么遗忘
让我的阳光都变成了泪光
9:20 PM
10:39 AM
3:15 PM
{Wednesday, June 18, 2008}
我的阮经天就快要裸泳了!
:D
I know I sound really pervertic but YAY! :D I'm really still damn happy about ming zhong! kah hsing and I counted and we realised there's only 8 more episodes! D: Which is actually equivalent to 2 months. TWO MONTHS! OMG!
Chalet was quite okay, I especially love the dare part, so sad we didnt get to go to a guy to get his no. for ying hui. Hahahahas, & there were HCI guys somemore!
GONNA CHIONG HW STARTING TMR.
CHIONG AH!
8:20 PM
{Monday, June 16, 2008}
I'M LIKE LEAVING MY HOUSE SOON BUT I MUST TELL YOU ALL SOMETHING BEFORE I LEAVE!
MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI'S RATING REACHED 10.93 OKAY! LIKE OMG! AHHH, HAO BANG AH! Normally above 6 is already considered good. WHAT ABOUT 10.93! ITS LIKE NEAR 11! OMG! SEE, I SWEAR I WASN'T KIDDING WHEN I SAY ITS DAMN GOOD. CAUSE ITS REALLY DAMN GOOD! AHHHHH! AHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
12:01 PM
{Sunday, June 15, 2008}
I DREAMT ABT XIAO TIAN LAST NIGHT! :D
LIke omg, I think I zou huo ru mo already! BUT REALLY! What a good night I had. :D :D
Finally there's sumiko tan today. It's been like a month cause she took 3 weeks leave. D: & I was waiting every week but I really think its worth it, considering the topic she was talking about. HAPPINESS. Just the very topic. (: Go read it people!
CHALET TMR! :D I CAN'T WAIT! :D :D :D
9:36 PM
{Friday, June 13, 2008}
Okay I seriously don't know what I'm doing with my time. I'm like wasting my days like I don't even care and the thing is, I HAVE TO CARE.
WTSHITTTTTT!
I have essays to write, hw to finish, THE BLOODY CME PROJ to do, PHYSICS PRESENTATION & many more down the list but wow, I just seem to think I have all the hours in the world even though I don't plus the fact I'm going for chalet next week. Isn't that wonderful. ._________.
DARN DARN!
Anyway, watched POT! LIKE OMGGGG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHS, I FINALLY SAW THE SCENE WITH THE TENNIS BALL SPLITTING! BUT WHY IS OVA 20 NOT UP! It's like in youtube its up for only 1/3. THE REST ARE GONE. Then I finally found another but its not subbed. Sorry lah, but I can't understand jap. I NEED ENGLISH SUB-TITLES! See, I have to stop POT AGAIN. D: & I continued my TKA for 1 episode. Hahahahas, I'm like at episode 6 only. -.- WOW. & it ended already. WAH THANKS MAN. & EVA I DON'T THINK I CAN FINISH SHE DIAO! D: DIEEE! WTSHIT! MANS. GRAH.
HW SUCKS. I SWEAR. I'm halfway through my yan jiang gao and I have no ling gan at all for my xiao xiao shuo. D: WO BU YAO XIE QING QING LAH! D:
& I realise I can't save money. I need a target. So I've decided. My target is a camera! Okay, I'll decide which one another time, but yeap. I SHALL SAVE FOR IT! :D
SEE I FOUND A SHORTER HAIR ONE. BUT NOT THAT SHORT. HAHAAHAHHAHAS!
9:39 PM
{Thursday, June 12, 2008}
MUSIC & LYRICS! :D
[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!
(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!
[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.
[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!
(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.
[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.
[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.
THE ABOVE PHOTOS ARE TO SHOW THAT WHEN YOU PUT XIAO TIAN AND JOSEPH TOGETHER, ITS OBVIOUS WHO'S BETTER! :D
DANG RAN SHI WO DE RUAN JIN TIAN! :D
P.S. The third one the pic at the btm, DAMN CUTE LAH! :D
THE LOVELY PAIR! :D 天恩 = 老天的恩典! :D
IT'S HEAVEN'S BLESSINGS! :D
9:41 PM
{Wednesday, June 11, 2008}
THIS IS DEDICATED TO JOCELYN ANG PEI XUN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDETTE! :D
8:29 PM
10:59 PM
{Monday, June 09, 2008}
WOOOOHOOO! I MADE BREAD AND CHEESECAKE TODAY! :D :D :D :D :D
ITS LIKE MY FIRST TIME! :D Wahah, so fun! :D & they are edible okay. The bread is fluffy! Damn funny cause had to let the dough to set then we(me and my cousin!) actually covered it with cling wrap. Then it grew until it fitted the whole thing with the cling wrap on it. BUT ITS REALLY FUN! & quite easy too! :DD HOHOHOH, I'LL UPLOAD THE PICS LTR! :D
DIE LAH, I HAVEN'T FINISHED A LOT OF MY HW! CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! D: OHWELLS. WHO CARES LAH!
Anw, doing flag day on sunday was rather interesting. Me and jq met interesting people. Like that guy who bought an apple and then ltr pass by us and said its nice. & we met lim min and hern hern and xinyu (i think that's her name). (: & nice people who donated 5 bucks! but she didn't want the cards. D: & the apples were so difficult to sell, I mean who wants an apple that cost 2 bucks while shopping. BUT WE DID IT! :D WITH THE GREETING CARDS! HOHOHOHO! :D 3 more times! :D & of course, numerous people who rejected us. OH! AND EX NANYANG GIRLS! :D There was this grp that was damn funny. Cause there 3 guys and 1 girl, the girl being an ex ny girl and the guys being ex hci guys. So the guys were like asking the girl why she wasn't donating when she's an ex nygirl and then they are from hci yet they were donating. Hahahas, one of the guy was funny.
OMG LAH. MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI. I SWEAR ITS DAMN NICE. THEY'VE CHANGED THE FRONT PART. LIKE OMG! SO EXCITING! WAHAHHHS, OMGGGGGGGG! NXT EPISODE IS DAMN GOOD! AHHHHH, OMGGGGG!!!!!!! I SWEAR ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE! I WANT TO OWN THE DVDs! LIKE OMGGGGGGG, I WANTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A COPY, I MUST HAVE A COPY! ITS THE NICEST EVERRRRRRRR! WATCH IT PEOPLE, IF YOU HAVENT! & bear! I watched the Wan Quan Yu Le thing for ming zhong! That chen chu he really very quiet and I saw that part whereby he said he's the closest to anna thing! AH, I REALLY THINK THEY ARE SIBLINGS!
MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI! TAI GAN REN LE! (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
保加利亚玫瑰的精油
全滴在他刚才牵过我的手
横冲直撞我的心像一颗躲避球
谁懂爱停在手里多久
学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油
多想带著雷达到他梦里
仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里
洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~
都清除啦
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化
学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油
多想带著雷达到他梦里
仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里
洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~
都清除啦
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在我嘴里溶化
[EDIT]Rewatched ming zhong! LIKE OMG, AH, RUAN JIN TIAN DAMN SHUAI LAH PLS. WTSHIT, HEARTS! AWWWW! [/EDIT]
BLOGGER IS NOT LETTING ME UPLOAD THE PICTURES! D:
8:40 PM
{Saturday, June 07, 2008}
I SWEAR I'M GOING TO CRY SOON!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! WHAT THE SHIT SHIT SHIT! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
ETHAN RUAN HAS A GIRLFRIEND! I THOUGHT HE'S STILL SINGLE AND AVAILABLE! & WHY MUST IT BE TIFFANY XU! WHYYYY! WHY THAT STUPID WOMEN FROM ISWAK AND TKA! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BU YAO LAHHHHHHHH!
WEI SHEN ME ZHE YANG DUI WO! D: D: D: D: D:
5:20 PM
{Wednesday, June 04, 2008}
I never thought I'll say this but I think I'm in need of some therapy. & no, I don't mean retail therapy. I mean like seeing a psychiatrist. That will be cool. To explore one's heart with an open mind, to see what others fail to see or dare not to see. to stop myself from the continuation of living in extreme disillusion, to embrace contentment with happiness, to understand others' hearts and emotions, to look into relationships and their complexity. & most importantly, to see myself as who I really am and not try to be who I cannot be.
I think I need it.
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
I think humility is the right word
8:42 PM
半情歌
花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什麼歌哄他开心
我想著天空什麼时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
(我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的)
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
(另一半的歌)
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
10:07 AM
{Sunday, June 01, 2008}
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! BARNEY THE FREAKING BIG PURPLE DINOSAUR IS HAVING A REHEARSAL DOWNSTAIRS AT BPP !
ITS 10 43 NOW FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
10:42 PM