QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Friday, February 29, 2008}
29th FEB! I really pity those who have their birthday on this date. If they're supposedly my age, they're in actual fact only 4 this year! Oh gosh!
Anyway, GO NYSQ! WE CAN DO IT! WE MUST DO IT! WE WILL DO IT! Will not talk more about what happened this afternoon/evening.
I'm like damn screwed, cause I'm a damn busy person when march holiday comes, I'm like not free on any day?! OH GOD. I have to dedicate it to masonry, squash training, hw, block test revision. -.- OHMAN. WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL ME!
No! I shall think really positive.
+VE
Oh gosh, this looks suspicious.
10:30 PM
{Wednesday, February 27, 2008}
This time it's gummy bears! :D
I know it's like over 9 but nothing can stop me from it. I'm serious.
Anyway, I just read this very interesting article about adults talking to 2 kids, age 4 and 6, about sex and AIDS. Ties in with the SEXING SINGAPORE ppt lili's grp did. Even though I agree that you should tell kids more about this kind of stuff, but isn't age 4 and 6 a little too young? They thought the bright packages of condoms were candies and loved the Cinderella ball gown and tutus made of blue and pink condoms. oh gosh.
Anyway, 402! Must jiayou for th dance, I know it's really tough to juggle it with all the work and what's more the tchers are expecting us to start revising etc and you have yo sacrifice your breaks for it, but! YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! SO LET'S DO IT! GOGOGOGO! :D
Okay, I need to do work. it's like 935 but I haven't done a single work cause I was downstairs shoppin' for camp stuffs. Finally, I bought makeup. BOTHER. D:
9:17 PM
{Tuesday, February 26, 2008}
Shall post a quick post since I won't be able to fall asleep after being so energetic while practising the dance. OH GOSH, I think I suck! Cause I can't remember some of the steps! D: Anyway, I realise these few days I sweat like a mad woman. Hahahahas, cause I just keep sweating & sweating & sweating.
Anyway, squash today was... Coach was super serious today. Every single one of us got thrashed. Like nobody got 3 points in a set? I really got thrashed okay, 9-0, 9-0. Damn pissed, cause even though there were handouts, I kept making stupid mistakes and I keep forgetting to go the T! Which is like, the basic thing to do okay. DAMN.
Friendlies with RGS on friday, I wonder how it will go. D: I'm gonna like reach home late cause it's from 5 to 7 and we'll drag, and then I need to eat, and then there's still transport time. PFFT.
I NEED TO IMPROVE. OH GOSH. My boasts are horrible, my coordinations are horrible, my anticipations are horrible, my cross courts are horrible & I can't volley straight to the back. I just kept running and running for the ball when I played with coach, cause I CAN'T PLACE THE BALL! Seriously, I suck at placing the damn ball. D: EEEEEKS.
ADIOS! Nights! (:
10:43 PM
{Friday, February 22, 2008}
I swear I can't be allowed to go home straight after school. I'll just binge and sleep and the result is totally disasterous.
4:34 PM
{Thursday, February 21, 2008}
Eating TNCC gummy worms now, oh gosh, I JUST LOVE THEM! :D
SAY YAY! Cause SINGAPORE IS HOSTING YOUTH OLYMPICS 2010! :D
I'm like damn happy for sg, I don't know if it's cause I'm patriotic or it's an athelete kind of thing. Anyway, I'm just damn happy. (:
Went home straight and I slept like a pig. Fever's finally gone! :D But the rest are coming, flu, cough... -.- Oh yes, but I'm still eating the gummies. Gummies 万岁! :D TNCC's gummies are GREAT okay, cause it's like 99% fat free. (: Though, there's still sugar...
Anyway, I'm off to do my part for the chinese SIA report! I swear the gummies are makin' me high! Tomorrow will be a very good day! NYSL investiture! Jiayou all those who are in it! :D
8:08 PM
{Wednesday, February 20, 2008}
SHIT THE FEVER, IT'S NOT GOING AWAY! D:
Damn it, running a fever now and it ain't going away. I can't even think properly, cause it comes with a headache. Grah, I have an MC for tomorrow but I don't know if I should use it or not. My mum is forcing me to go to school, which I can't understand why, since I can't even absorb in things in school. GRAHH, can't stand it when I'm sick, especially since I'm supposed to do a lot of things tomorrow. SO SHIT. OMG, school sucks. So many projects to tackle, so little time. & we need to do shoppin' too. WOW. -.-
I don't know how to say this, but I won't call you a friend. If only you can stop keeping things to yourself, be more open and share your experiences. Gosh, a clap can't happen with two hands. If everytime we're together because you'll be in an advantage, then I'm sorry, but I don't want to be your friend. I'm not there to be taken advantage of. If you can't share, then let's not. I'm not there for you to ask 1000 questions which I'm glad to answer willingly but you won't even be frank when I ask something. What's wrong? What's with the competition? I'm sick of it. Why can't you just stop it? Don't always show off what you got, don't think I need them, cause I don't, in case you don't realise it. Why can't you just be a friend?
[EDIT] DIE! I just remembered something! SC's going through redox tomorrow! CRUCIAL! OH DOUBLE SHIT![/EDIT]
9:19 PM
{Monday, February 18, 2008}
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
9:00 PM
{Sunday, February 17, 2008}
I'm rushing my cme speech now, but I think I won't get to present tomorrow, cause I have like 600+ words and it takes 2minutes and 15 seconds. So if everyone has a 800 words script, it won't be my turn! :D I want to sleep lah, DAMN. I have decided to stop really soon and I'll only continue tmr while others are talking if I see the need to. HAH.
10:52 PM
OH goodness.
I don't feel like doing any work today but there's still work to be done! D:
Now I'm contemplating whether to do my CME speech or not since I'm no. 15 and if I have to present tomorrow, I'll be the last but if I don't have to, then viola! I'm not going to do it today! :S GRAH, if only someone can assure me that I won't be able to present tomorrow and she's 100% sure. Cause in that case, I can kill her if I have to present. xD
Damn, it's like only 1030 in the morning but I feel like sleepin' already. -.-
Went to bugis ytd with qr! We walked around parco and street looking for dresses. I fell in love with this super cute dress from Hypnosis cause there were cute pockets at the side. Didn't buy it in end though, cause I found another. (: qr bought two dresses in the end okay, cause there was this super nice tube dress that she HAD TO BUY. LOL. Gosh, I swear I'll only wear the white dress with a ribbon I bought for GRACES and that's it. No other occasions. I don't even wear dresses to wedding dinners! Now it's just heels and accessories. I think I'll fall even if I get wedges. Hahaahhas.
10:29 AM
{Thursday, February 14, 2008}
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Thanks all who have given me a valentine's day present! They are greatly appreciated. (:
YAY! 402 won the best class deco for sec4 cohort! WOOOHOOO! :D
I swear I'm eating too much these few days, grah, fats! D:
First lesson was LA, I like stephy's group's presentation! Even though jessica couldn't control herself and started laughin'. I think there idea's pretty cool. (: The impact is like great cause I was in this sleepy mode and they totally woke me up. Hahaahhas. Didn't have to present today cause xy couldn't talk at all, she's sick. & she's not going to school tomorrow so I guess, we're going to present only next week. LOL.
IH was like... It's not even a debate! Each group just gave a point and Ms Yap didn't even come lah! I prepared a chair cause I didn't know Ms Lena Teo was comin' too then she got cherie to get another chair but in the end, Ms Yap didn't come. Which is good actually, but still. -.-
Then it was chemistry prac and today's prac was really difficult to identify the end point. -.- Everyone has like different shades of green and we kind of overshot a little to suit Mrs Chew's shade of green. PSST. I forgot to bring my practical home and now I need to chiong it tomorrow morning! D: GRAH. Stephy was like laughin' at me on msn cause she asked me how to do prac and I told her I start homework at 8 and she asked at 805 then I went to dig out my prac and realised I left it in school. -.-
Physics prac was really slack, but OMG! Mrs Wong is going to give up a class for one term cause she has some personal reasons and she can't cope mentally and even though she doesn't wanna give up our class, the schedule seems to be clashin' and she thinks she has to give us up! NOOOO! I don't want Twong to be markin' our SIA! D: Then we tricked her today though. Cause we used that as an excuse to do our quiz tmr instead but Mrs Wong didn't realise we won't have her lesson tomorrow cause it's after lunch and we're dismissed early! HAHAHAHAH, YAY! No physics quiz! :D
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Shall not blog about other lessons.
Sucks! I haven't completed my biology sia proposal and I don't know what to write for TIMR FRAME. -.- yy-chan save me! D:
9:34 PM
{Wednesday, February 13, 2008}
Koped this quiz from Rachel's blog! I don't where she get all her quizzes. Hahaahhhas.
01. In one word, describe yesterday:
♫ Exasperating, keep getting thrash by coach! D:
02. What made you smile today?
♫ The fact that I can go for that biology talk! :D
03. What were you doing at 8:00am?
♫ Having a BORING maths lesson.
04. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
♫ Chattin' online with qianrui.
05. Something that happened to you in 1995?
♫ When I was three, I ... did something I guess. I FORGOT.!
06. Last thing someone said to you? now?
♫ Don't ask, I forgot!
07. What was your answer?
♫ No answer since there wasn't any question.
08. Worst thing currently on television:
♫ Kids Central's stupid robot lookin' monster/human show. I can never understand why kids love them. Generation gap, -gasp-.
09. What was in your e-mail today?
♫ The thing that made me smile! :D
10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
♫ Milo, honey, water ...
11. What is your favorite part of this day?
♫ Night! I'm gettin high!
12. Your current To-Do list?
♫ Stop doin' this and do my LA poem presentation stuff.
13. Where is your best friend right now?
♫ At home!
14. What color is your toothbrush?
♫ GREEEEN!
15. What are you wearing right now?
♫ Tshirt and shorts!
16. Any plans for Friday night?
♫ Yeap, having a feast cause I have to celebrate my grandfather's birthday!
17. Favorite place to shop?
♫ Orchard and bugis!
18. Things you bought today?
♫ Hairband. Hahaahahs.
19. Last gift you received?
♫ Must be the angbaos.
20. Who gave you that?
♫ Many people!
21. What made you sad today?
♫ Nothing! I'm high!
22. What can make you happy?
♫ Good news. :D
23. Are you happy with your life?
♫ I'm satisfied.
27. What are you thinking now?
♫ How to do my LA poem presentation.
28. Who do you trust the most?
♫ Nobody.
29. What day is it today?
♫ Wednesday!
30. What are you going to do after this?
♫ HOMEWORK. D:
31. What do you want most?
♫ I wonder. Hmmm...
32. What do you look forward to tomorrow?
♫ Learnin' the dance during lunchbreak! :D
33. Anything exciting to look forward to in the next two weeks?
♫ ER, nothing! D:
34. One word to describe your current mood.
♫ I feel good, ta da da da da da da...
35. Honestly, do you want to seesomeone this very moment?
♫ Yes, I do.
gosh, it's like LONG lah please.
8:54 PM
Shall blog about today.
Maths was horrible, like totally. I was fallin' asleep and it was no good that eva,who's beside me, was already sleepin'! I swear the maths stuff she talked about today was really DRY. -.- What's with the sudden delta! D: and we had to learn about some weird limits thing. Maths is going out of hand.
Then it was LA, gosh, had some time to discuss about the war poem presentation and we're presenting first tmr! I don't know I should consider it joy or not. D: Then she gave us this story to read, Love is a fallacy, and it's freakin' funny. Hahahahas, all the logics inside were pretty cool! Suitable for logical people like me. xD
Chinese was flippin' through the newspapers cause zhuo lao shi insist on us reading the newspapers at home. We spent the whole lesson slackin' cause she was talkin' to indvidual groups about the SIA and in the end, my group didn't even get to see her! Spent the time stoning and studyin' for biology quiz.
IH was like readin' (AGAIN!) and we are havin' this debate in class tomorrow. Dear Ms Yap will be comin' in. Horrors. D: The articles that we were reading were about trade and aid and which is like more helpful in trying to solve the poverty problem in Africa. Though it sounds pretty interestin', you find it that way if you were faced with a stack of 9 articles to read, and each article having about 2 to 3 pages with article 4 having 6. Right, I only managed to finish 7 before I fell asleep. I swear sleepin' in class is really tempting with Eva beside me!
Biology was like... QUIZ! D: I can forget about being a girl/lady/women cause I forgot the function of estrogen. -.- I SWEAR I WAS STONIN' IN FRONT OF THE QUIZ AND SAYING, SHIT, WTH'S THE FUNCTION OF ESTROGEN! Then she continued about the eye and well, it was okay. I don't know why but even though I can understand biology, I don't love it anymore! D:
& even though my biology talk problem has been solved, I have another dilemma! D: GRACES CAMP, suck! Where the hell am I supposed to get a dress! D: WAAAAH! Sucks, and the heels. -.- I swear I'm gonna fall flat onto the floor on that day. :(
Doodles, there's like a lot of things to do, but as usual, I'm high on wednesday nights! :D
8:14 PM
{Saturday, February 09, 2008}
GOSH, had so much fun today! :D
Firstly, I woke up at 930 and ate my breakfast til 1030. Hahahahas, then I stoned all my way to 1245, reading fictionpress, to head to bouna vista mrt station. Spent the whole time at lili's house MAHJONGING! :D & we were playing with money! :D Hahahahas, oh gosh, there was this point that lili and I could win with tile cassy throwed out but she was the one who took it cause she was right after her! GOSH! I had 5 tais and she only had 1 okay! There goes like $6.40! -.- & she got like 40cents only okay! D: They should the -the more tai person gets to win- kind of rule. Hahaahahs. We were piggin' out too. Dearest Cassy practically finished the whole bottle of prawn crackers and her brain keeps wanting more! Cause the whole thing finish already but she kept reaching for the container putting all the goodies. Hahahahas, yes, we were THAT GREAT. finished the pineapple tarts and hei bi hiam. I swear we rock. & I won $2.30! Lili won the most, hahahahs. & fly, cassy and jessie lost some money.
Went night shopping with cassy and fly after that. It was super fun cause we were being a little mad, tryin' out clothes, some that I would never have tried. Hahaahhas, we bought quite a lot of stuffs but they were for lili(belated bday present) and me and cassy bought a bangle each while fly bought a necklace! But it was really fun. Tried this pair of heels at hula&co and I swear I could feel my ankle being pressurized. & it was like 2 inch only? Cassy said it's the most basic height. GOSH. -.- Today is really fun. :D
& I have to dedicate tmr to chiong all my homework, because like jessie, I haven't done them! D:
10:08 PM
{Friday, February 08, 2008}
I'm a gambler when CNY comes. xD
but it's okay! Cause I've been winning all the wayyyy! :DDDD
& yays, going to lili's house tmr to bai nian. :D
I swear I've gained like 5kg over cny cause I'm eatting wayyyy TOO MUCH. D:
10:39 PM
{Tuesday, February 05, 2008}
TRUCE, as referred to my monday's post. Just in case you know, I get misunderstood cause everyone sounds like they are saying the same thing. Hahahahas.!
NO FRETs, cause the person know who she is and you don't have to worry cause if you like me, it's not you. TEEEHEE.
10:57 PM
Today I learnt one thing.
good deeds are never meant to be know, cause it will then last longer and sweeter in your heart.
8:31 PM
{Monday, February 04, 2008}
Believe me, I saw that, you backstabber. & it's not my fault that you think I'm trying to get into what you think I shouldn't be getting into. Cause it's darn obvious you are trying to decide things for EVERYONE even when they don't need you to do so. Like seriously, have you asked them before you decided oh hey, let's be together. If you have asked, then me interfering would be obviously bad, but if you have not asked and didn't even consider their feelings and what they think, THEN TOO BAD. Cause there's nothing if I asked and they agreed. I mean, don't think that everyone is like you, that they think the same way, like the same things. Everyone's different and it's not my fault if they decided that it was better if we work together. I only ASKED, I did not FORCE okay. You are treating them like the soldiers in chess and their fate apparently are all in your hand. I'm sorry to tell you this, but they are not. They get to decide what they want and there's no point boohoo-ing if they decided to work with me okay. Do I look like I boohoo when they decided to work with you? No, all I did was find someone else. It's not like I can't work with anyone else, which in your case, it seems true for you. & if you think anything here's fake, THEN DON'T LOOK LAH. -.- you don't even know me, don't judge me by my cover. THANK YOU. & by the way, you don't even act nice.
On a lighter note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO CAI! :D
8:19 PM
{Sunday, February 03, 2008}
I just came online to see if any 402ers where there to SAVE me from maths. Apparently, they are all not drowning in maths like me, cause there were only 1 online(not me)!
Therefore, I decided to present to you, our very FIRST PROPER CLASS PHOTO!(Yes, everyone is in it! :D)
Which reminded me of what Ms Sabrina asked on last friday's monitor training. She asked if anyone thinks of their classmates as saints and I was the only one who raised my hands. LOL, but yes, I do, seriously, think that they are saints! :D & I MEAN EVERY SINGLE ONE. (:
[EDIT] Many thanks to the photographer, JOLEEN LEE THE POK! Hahahahs, YOU MUST BE HONOURED, cause you took the first class photo of 402! :D [/EDIT]
2:58 PM
{Saturday, February 02, 2008}
Heaven or Hell
While walking down the street one day, a US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter. “Welcome to heaven,” says St. Peter. “Before you settle in it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts you see, so we’re not sure what to do with you.”
“No problem, just let me in,” says the man.
“Well, I’d like to but I have orders from higher up. What we’ll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity.”
“Really, I’ve made up my mind and I want to be in heaven,” says the senator.
“I’m sorry, but we must abide by our rules.”
And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he descends into hell. When the door finally opens, he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other
politicians who had previously worked with him. Everyone is very happy and dressed in evening attire. They run to greet him, shake his hand and reminisce about the good times they had while becoming wealthy at the expense of the people. They play a friendly game of golf and dine on lobster, caviar and champagne. Also present is the devil who actually is a friendly guy who has a good time dancing and telling jokes. They are having such a good time that before the senator realizes it, it’s time to go. Everyone gives him a hearty farewell and waves as the elevator rises. As the elevator ascends and the door opens, St. Peter is there waiting and says, “Now it’s time to visit heaven.”
So, 24 hours pass while the senator enjoys himself by joining a group of contented souls moving from cloud to cloud, playing harps and singing. Again, before he realizes, his time is up and St. Peter returns and asks, “Well, after spending a day in hell and a day in heaven, where do you choose to spend eternity?” The senator reflects for a minute the answers, “Well, I would have never said it before - I mean heaven has been delightful - but I think I would be better off in hell.”
So, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator where he descends into hell. As the elevator door opens, the senator notices that he’s in the middle of a barren land covered with waste and garbage. He sees his friends, dressed in rags, placing trash into black bags as it falls from above. The devil arrives to greet him. “I don’t understand,” stammers the senator. “Yesterday I was here and there was a golf course with a clubhouse. We ate lobster and caviar, drank champagne and danced and had a great time. Now there’s just a wasteland full of garbage and my friends look miserable. What happened?”
The devil looks at him and smilingly replies, “Yesterday we were campaigning. Today you voted.”
DAMN FUNNY.
7:24 PM