QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Friday, September 28, 2007}
1 down, 6 more to go.
What an achievement for all, I mean, we wrote 4 essays in a day! I think my hand was a little numb after all that. It's quite exciting to have our exams in the hall cause it really ain't nothing but I felt more support somehow. Guess it's because it's the whole cohort that's together and everyone's like jiayou jiayou jiayou. JQ is sitting on my right! How cool, I was expecting some stranger sort. xD Picked question 4 for LA and I think my unseen is screwed. I totally don't know what I'm writing after a while. TERRIBLE. I jsut kept crapping and crapping for the length.
Then for IH I was like damn happy. CAUSE SRI LANKA CAME OUT FOR SBQ! (: ROCK! & obviously I did welfare for SEQ. Hahahahahs. The thing is I didn't source F until I was writing the conclusion and I obviously couldn't just write something about source F in the conclusion just to prove that hello, yes I did see source F. GRAHHHH.
Well, I slacked my whole afternoon by sleeping. Now I'm feeling really really guilty. :( Shall read a little biology later. (:
Adios!
7:50 PM
{Thursday, September 27, 2007}
It starts tomorrow.
I can't believe that in less than 24 hours, I'll be taking my first paper for the EOYs. It's fast and I have to keep the pace up. BOO. Then again, its comforting to know that everything will end in less than 2 weeks and then it's PLAY TIME. So let's just pray that time passes fast and then I'll be able to do ANYTHING I wanna do. Just the thought of it feels GREAT. (: So good luck to all, let's jiayou together. (:
Just a random thought. I want to make a new blogskin! Can't wait! (:
GOOD LUCK TO ALL! :D
4:15 PM
{Tuesday, September 25, 2007}
GO QIANWEN GO!
11:06 PM
{Friday, September 21, 2007}
GOSH, my sister's damn talkative online.
It's like I'm only warning her about some stuff and she can keep on talking about irrelevant stuffs. Crazy.
Anyway, jab was yesterday and it was okay. Cassie was damn funny cause if you see her face you will never imagine her as someone so scared about jabs. Her face was priceless. x) I've been slackin' for nights & I friggin' felt hardworking only tonight. Like, it's 11+ and I wanna sleep but my brain doesn't want to! GRAH. Gonna buck up for the next 5 days. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG, just a about 17 more days to the end. GOGOGO! (: Then I'll be able to do the 1001 things I wanna do after EOYs. GOOD.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYU! (: & staying back after school is fun, especially with kaiyun's idiotic jokes and people who stones. Hahahahahs, fun fun! Now, this is what I define as fun. The previous italise statement can only be comprehended by fellow 302s. (: YAY, I LOVE HOME STUDY DAYS!
Darn it, I think I just went mad.
11:05 PM
{Monday, September 17, 2007}
I think my mondays are always wasted.
I'm feelin' a little energetic now and at this time, it's a little weird. I'll probably end up sleepin' in class again tomorrow. Today has been really slack. First thing in the morning we had maths and it was just stoning in front of Ms Yeo cause I did already and I had no questions to ask. It's totally just stoning. Then LA was boring cause of UNSW, I can't believe she went through it. I mean, two years with Mrs Claudine Tan and she has never gone through it, why bother in the first place? Then it was a little Bend It Like Beckham. Seriously, Ms Sebastian likes to torture us by letting us watch the whole movie bits by bits. :(
Chinese was okay, it was just chen yu after chen yu, Zhuo lao shi has seriously slimmed down due to the recent events. I hope she's okay. Biology was a repetition. Ms Lee loves repeating what she said to us, she can repeat for up to 2 to 3 times! So the whole half an hour I totally stoned (again) cause I felt no need to listen. Chemistry quiz once Mrs Chew came in, I was prayin' she'll forgot, in vain I guess. Grah, got question 4 wrong! I wrote the correct answer at first! I felt stupid. >:( Then assembly was funny, okay it was quite okay but they held us back! Now I'm contemplating buying the coffee table book. I know it's really a good deal now but what's going to happen to it once I finish lookin' through it? I'll just chuck it at a side and making it totally not worth that 25 bucks.
Spent my whole afternoon sleepin' and then from 7 to 8 I was watching TV. 8 to 9 was surfing net time and 9 to 10 was watching how the brains of the GENIUS Daniel works. I forgot his last name. :/ He's really a genius though, I won't mind getting hit in my brain just to be this smart. (: I mean, I won't have to worry about my maths paper after being hit. It's a hugh advantage over the small disadvantage of feelin' the pain after being hit.
It's 10 15 now & I'm wondering if I should read a little biology or just go to bed, which means I wasted 1 whole day without revising. :( DARN IT. How many days more to EOYs? I think it's 11. GRAHHH. I need to be a little more confident in my choices, I'm too darn fickle minded.
I know I'm being random, BUT I REALLY REALLY LOVE 林峰! (:
10:04 PM
{Friday, September 14, 2007}
Thought I should just update on my life since it's friday night. There's always this sterotype that friday nights are slack nights, nobody ought to do homework on that night. So, I did slack, for the whole day, and I'm feelin' guilty now. Not guilty enough to do my work and not to blog of course. xD
So I lost to Cheryl Wong, but I'm not upset about it, cause under those circumstances, if she didn't win, it'll be a miracle. & I'm happy for huiying cause she won! & she can then help me to beat Cheryl Wong. :D I'm not feelin' bitter at all and I'm lookin' on the bright side. Like I don't have to spend half my day in Toa Payoh unlike poor huiying, I can now concentrate fully on my studies. MUGGIN'! I'm just glad that I'm on my way to the track though I'm not, some teachers are reassuring. Like Ms Yeo and Mrs Wong, and I can see all their efforts in trying to get us to do our best in our EOYs so I'll buck up. (:
Tomorrow's muggin' day! In fact every days gonna be muggin' day cause it's just 14 days away to the start of EOYs. I'm afraid that I won't be able to revise finish my sciences, especially Biology, which I was supposed to start reading today but ended up sleeping for three whole hours! Yes, sleepin's a pleasure but still. I wasted time lah, okay. BOO.
Shall go do some maths!
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA! (:
10:34 PM
{Wednesday, September 12, 2007}
歌手:孙燕姿 专辑:逆光
作词:姚若龙作曲:李偲菘
我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
8:48 PM
{Tuesday, September 11, 2007}
IT'S FINALLY OVER.
Phew, IH seminar's over! My three nights of sleeping way past midnight. Darn, now I've got panda eyes. I still think I'm screwed for EOYs, but I'm gonna make sure I put in my best efforts before I regret. GO QIANWEN! (:
Well, huiying and I are in the Top 4! Thursday's match is with Cheryl Wong, gak. I'm afraid of losing to her, cause I really can't gauge her standard and she's been watching my past three matches. BOTHER. Nevermind, I'll fight with huiying! Hahahahs, cause her opponent has a damn confident look and she can stroke damn hard. GO NY! (:
Okay, I need to be a hardworkin' girl!
Time for work! (:
9:39 PM
{Sunday, September 09, 2007}
I'm so darn pissed off with the whole IH seminar.
DAMN IT.
11:10 PM
{Saturday, September 08, 2007}
I spent my whole day at home today going through the thick pile of homework and I've only completed pian duan suo xie 1 to 7 and yingyongwen 6. Basically, it meant that I've been writing chinese for the whole day and there will probably errors in my language for this post. Okay, I think there's error in every post. Back to homework, I left my biology ws 8.2 in school which meant I can't do them tonight or tomorrow. Physics worksheet is really screwed so I'm just gonna ask people in class on Monday about those questions I don't know and frankly speaking, that's half the worksheet. My maths pre-exam is screwed too. I've only done the first 4 to 5 questions and I highly doubt I will have any mood to do them. The whole stack of chemistry past year papers only have their MCQs answered and that does not include questions from redox, simply because I've been sleepin' through all the lessons on redox. & even though I've finally found the question for the IH essay, not a word's out yet. So there's only one word to describe my current situation, SCREWED.
I don't know how I'm gonna manage this year's EOY. Last year was okay, at least I felt in control, but this year? Seriously,I think given an extra week it will still be insufficient. Then again, when did I ever feel that I've got sufficient time? Majority of my recesses and lunchtimes in school are spent rushin' through last minute works and I've never been able to stop, take a deep breathe, take in my surroundings and just relax. & Now is definitely not the right time. I've got to speed up, get back to the right track and ensure that I don't end this year with regrets about my academic. I've got to pull up my socks, gain more self discipline and yes, the most common line, time management. I've got to make sure I start the term right, since the previous ones were all so screwed and I've got to use every spare time I've got to revise, revise and revise.
Yes, Qianwen, you're gonna do it.
& after the EOYs I can then proudly say, just did it.
For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done
5:09 PM
{Wednesday, September 05, 2007}
DARN IT. Got nothing done today. I don't know why, but I'm certainly good at procrastinating. Maybe I should just list down my homework so that I can get the pleasure of striking them out when they're done.
HOMEWORK!
1. IH SBQ
2. IH ESSAY (What's the qns?)
3. CHINESE zuowen
4. PHYSICS ws 11.2
5. BIOLOGY ws 8.2
6. MATHS PRE-EXAM
7. CHEM Past year papers
8. IH SEMINAR!
9. PIAN DUAN SUO XIE 1-7
I think that's all, but it's a lot. & from the way I'm procrastinating, I seriously doubt I can get them done. & let's not forget about the fact that I need to REVISE. Especially that darn biology. There's so many chapters that I highly doubt Ms Lee can finish teaching them to us. :/ & I'm screwed for PHYSICS & MATHS. I haven't even arrange my notes yet. I think this is really a consolation to all those who think they are screwed but they are actually not. Get your butt movin' dude! I've been sticking to the com for the whole day and nothing is done. Not even my research.
:(
I seriously think I need someone to wake me up,
before it's too late.
8:12 PM
{Monday, September 03, 2007}
Terrible day. Woke up with a slight fever and realised that I'm sick. For the whole day, I've been roamin' at home with no mood to do my homework because my brain is bein' wrecked and the headache just won't go away. DAMN. I feel like dyin', I don't know how I'm gonna survive tomorrow. I've not even done the freakin' SBQ essay. DARN IT. & I can't miss the remedials tomorrow because they are so darn important and EOYs is just 25 days away. SO SHIT, I haven't covered anything. I just suck.
BOO, damn flu, gowayyyyy!
8:14 PM
{Sunday, September 02, 2007}
I detest ball hoggers.
Have been slacking for the whole day, all because I was too excited for the match with Sherilyn. Then huiying told me I was no longer playing with Sherilyn when I was on the way there. Got a shock cause I was really prepared mentally and I was afraid that my opponent was someone I don't wanna play with. Guess who it turned out to be. Yukino Tan, the scgs coach's daughter whom I lost to before. So I was like super determined not to lose again. The strokin' was so fast! I hardly stroked and she was hoggin' the ball when I was strokin' backhand. I didn't even stroke up to 10 shots. ._. Anyway, I won! (: With a score for 11-8 for both, American system. If everything goes well, I'm gonna meet huiying at finals! NANYANG OWNAGE! (: Hahahahahs, and chenxi said the prizes are damn good, I CAN'T WAIT! (: Gonna make sure I win!
Anyway, this is cute! (:
9:24 PM
{Saturday, September 01, 2007}
YESTERDAY WAS PHENOMENAL.
TDC WAS A TOTAL SUCCESS! (: Special thanks to the TDC committee especially programme comm! Shuli, Iris, Shi Min, Yen Ngee especially Shuli! THANKS GUYS! WE DID IT, WE MADE IT! :D & to 302, WE ROCK! (: You guys have really put in your very very best for this performance and even though we were soft, at least none of us fumbled and we all tried very hard to make it a special one. YOU GUYS JUST ROCK. (: TDC concert was just so rocky, everyone went HIGH. Especially when they watched the performances by the PSG and the teachers! I went damn high too cause it was so frickin' funny. SERIOUSLY, me and Iris were just high and we jumped and screamed like mad women. xD I want to be in the TDC programme comm next year! (:
Then after that me, qr, jen and ver went to westmall to get a present for Chai. We took a long time deciding but I seriously think it's nice. (: Here's a picture of it!
I love it! Especially the ribbon and the cork! xD
Then we went to Chai's place since he said he's free before 4. & WTH, he wasn't there and the tuition centre was locked. No one at all. So we camped outside it and I called him. Then he said he'll be on his way. Half an hour later, which by that time, we expected him to have arrived, he didn't. I called again only to hear him say that he's on his way. Actually I called for poker cards and then he said okay, he'll bring. It was darn obvious he hadn't left his house yet! ARGH, so we continued camping until another teacher, Mr Gan, came and opened the door. He was being very nice to us, unlike chai whom made us wait for ages! >:| We went wild. & stupid benjamin didn't want to send me his spongebob theme cause his is cuter than mine. MEAN POK! Anyway, there was this junkai person at the tuition centre, and he's fricking funny. OMFG, HE MADE ME LAUGH LIKE SIAO CHA BOR! HE'S REALLY VERY VERY VERY FUNNY! HAHAHAHHAHAHA, me, ver and jen ended up laughin' like crazy and I was poundin' the table like mad. IT'S SO FUN! Then I had dinner with jen and ver and then we mrted home. IT WAS SO FUNNY, AHHHHH! I wanna go back next time!
TODAY was well, muggin' day, but seriously, me and qr didn't stud much. We studied for like 1a nd a half hours and then we went for lunch then we went back to the library to read magazines. Hahahahas, but I spotted this damn funny advertisment in the magazine that I've never seen before. TAKE A LOOK!
It's about CLEARASIL product. IT'S DAMN FUNNY OKAY. :D
& then I studied a little more of chem before deciding that we should just go to IMM since I wanted to go DAISO! (: We walked there and OMFG, I seriously hadn't gone to IMM for years. There were so much changes and I took my time at daiso lookin' at glasswares and stuff cause they are all so interesting and cute! (: Then me and qr walked around lookin' at stuffs. We all agreed that The Face Shop is much more user friendly than The Body Shop. Hahahahahs. Had LJS for dinner and then we walked back to the bus stop and bused home! I'm pretty tired now.
Safra tomorrow! Match at 545 and I realised I don't know how to get there. WELL DONE. Hahahahahs. OHWELLS. Off to serve the net! (:
9:06 PM