Life is a maze and love is a riddle♥

{Thursday, August 30, 2007}

My greatest regret today, was eating the Mars bar just now.

We finally got our EOY timetable and even though I haven't taken a good look, I can predict what's the content just by the oohahhs that were blasting my ears in the afternoon. Not good.

Anyway, back to the Mars bar, it's horribly sweet because of the caramel. How I love and hate caramel. I can't believe I actually finished it since I've been having a sore throat for the past 2 days and I need to sing out loud tomorrow! Horrids, the cup of water didn't work. Now I'm kind of dead, should have bought strepsils instead.

Stayed back after school even though there was absolutely nothing for me to do. Hahahahs, but chatting with Lili, Cherie and Jessier was fun! I was laughin' all the way. & we started talkin' about names and then we realised that Lili is actually called hui li, her sister hui qi and her brother hui xiong. & cherie was saying she's xue li, her sister xue qi and another xue (I forgot, ><) The point is, if cherie has a brother he will then be called ___________. No prize for the guess. XUE XIONG! & then we started laughing, cause imagine someone called snow bear. Hahahahahs.

I love my class, cause we can really be retarded and frickin' funny at times. (:

Off to pack my bag for tomorrow, can't forget to bring a thing, it's damn important.

JIAYOU 302! <3!

9:40 PM

{Wednesday, August 29, 2007}

I'm sad after reading the progress report. :(
Ah! Mrs Chew said I need to have a thorough revision on my basic concepts! I totally can't believe this!
& Ms Sebastian said that I need to read more newspapers & I was tellin' jo, she should have said something like Qian Wen should concentrate more on the news section instead of the life section when she reads The Straits Times. HAHAHAH, but oh wells. At least the Chinese SIA marks are still okay. :) I hope it can help to pull my chinese, since my results are really terrible.

Zhuo lao shi forgot about the retest! HALLELUJAH! Damn funny lah, during chinese lesson, cause jiaqi suddenly said the word retest and everyone was like SHHHH! Stayed back after school to help to decorate the hall. The stupid balloons kept bursting! So pissed with them. & the lousy quality balloons are really way way way too lousy! Some were in the most terrible state before you even start blowing, especially the green ones! I blew so many due to the many failed attempts that I suspect I'm gonna get poisoned from the flour like powder on the balloons. But it was fun, because there was IRIS AND SHE'S DAMN RETARDED AND SPASTIC! OMG, made me laugh like crazy today!

Hope everything goes well on friday! I'm excited! (:

9:44 PM

{Tuesday, August 28, 2007}

Another day in school, I'm counting down!

So today's pretty okay I guess, nothing major except for the rehearsal and PE assessment. Grahh, my thumb. There's this super big and brown blue black on my thumb and it's hurting like crazy. It's a good thing there's no piano tomorrow. I was super tense during assessment cause volleyball has always been of the sports I'm not good at. ._. Even sam noticed how tense I was, hahahahs. x) So I'm really glad of my results for assessment, after those worries. :)

Failed the compo test terribly, there's gonna be a retest tomorrow. To prevent myself from failing the retest, I shall study it later. It was pathetic okay, I only got like 16/50?! Hahahahahs, but it's like practically everyone failed except for those few muggers so I guess it's okay. :)

TDC rehearsal was awfully long. & there were major changes, but our class is not bad. Even the teachers said so, even though I thought we were soft. Like SOFT. So three cheers to 302! I know we can do it, especially after seeing everyone's enthusiasm. :) GO 302! You guys are totally love! I'm loving my class and the dance more and more! Jiayou TDC programme comm! We can do it! (:

Physics prac tomorrow! & I don't know what I'm supposed to know, especially since Mrs Wong chunked us with physics notes that are so detailed that it doesn't even sound like we're going for SPA test, sounds more like a theory test. I shall just skim through it later.

Jiayou Jean for the operation you're going tmr. It's sad that you can't join us for TDC but don't worry, we'll do our best! & you have to recover ASAP okay! (:

Okay, I'm off to do my stuffs. (:

8:35 PM

{Monday, August 27, 2007}

I'm dead bored.

No, that's not really true but seriously I've got nothing to do now. If you exclude studying the compo book and maths ws 13.3 of course. What about those homework that I have for the holidays. I can't believe it. I've got like all the time on earth and I'm wasting them. This is crazy, I think I've gone bonkers, my brain's dysfunctioning. & therefore I've decided, I shall do something constructive after bloggin'. Something like, reading the compo book, doing maths ws 13.3, studying for EOYs, practising maths. You know, those stuffs. Or I might just practise the dance for TDC. I don't know, my life's aimless.

Guess I shall just talk about today huh. Unseen was well, UNSEEN. I chose to believe Ms Sebastian's words. I mean, you've got to take it literally, no matter how much preparation you had, it's still unseen. Needless to say, I didn't prepare a single thing. The rest of the lessons were okay I guess, which reminds me, I need to print Biology notes. Assembly was fun, seriously. It was so darn interesting, she's good. :) Squash was tough training! Which was weird, since it's Monday. I missed chuachua. Hahahahs, but I highly doubt she missed me! I wonder how's her jabs. HAHAHAH. Then again, it's probably the last training for me before EOYs, so it's good that it was tough. Rehearsal tomorrow, hope everything goes well, gambatte! :D

Believe me, I got bored when I saw the long page of fictionpress. Unbelievable huh.

8:52 PM

{Sunday, August 26, 2007}

BOO, I'm feelin' horrible now.

Ah, is today sleepin' day cause I just can't keep my eyes open. I feel horrible, gorrible, borrible. & a lot of nonsensical stuffs comin' out soon. & I haven't completed my homework, there's still quite a lot of stuffs. It's 4:15. BOOOBOOO. GRAHHHHH. I've wasted my whole Sunday when I could be muggin' something for EOYs or doing some homework, but no, I've have to go sleep, lazy around and read a book that's not even related to homework or stuffs. Well done, Qianwen.

Anyway, change of subject. Yesterday's CIP was fruitful. Really fruitful and now I totally prefer 2nd floor than basement. :D CAUSE THERE'S A WHOLE LOT OF FICTION + FICTION + FICTION THERE! :) Fictions are loved. & Jingjing was so damn funny at the foodcourt I seriously nearly choked. Shall not talk about the joke but OMG JINGJING, IF YOU SEE THIS, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I think jingjing was abit slow and stone yesterday and her brain just couldn't you know, CLICK. HAHAHAHAH. Anyway, shan't laugh at her expenses anymore, though I highly doubts she minds. xD

Shall go attempt written task, cause I want to catch the last episode of MUO ZUO DONG show tonight! :)

4:14 PM

{Friday, August 24, 2007}

It's finally FRIDAY!

This week has been so hectic that even hectic with a capital H doesn't truly describe it. For the whole week, I didn't get to sleep ~~early~~punctually. It's been like 1130+ to 12 every night. Some may envy me, since they are used to sleeping at 1 or something near there. Yet, I have to say, sleeping at 11 30+ is just not enough. My concentration and attention span is proportional to my sleeping time. The longer, the better. Needless to say, I could hardly concentrate on lessons in school, especially Biology and Physics. BOTHER. The teachers are really stacking us up with stress, more stress, and still stress. The pile of homework is horrendous. It's increasing daily with a high rate and decreasing daily with a low rate, especially on days with squash. After coming back from CCA, I have to tackle the mountain on my table and they are not easy, not just the process but the homework are seriously brain wrecking. There goes the brain nerves and juices. Give me a reason not to complain.

So for the whole week it was just work after work at night. Shall talk about some events that happened. Yesterday after school, me and jo went to JRL with the intention to tackle quadratics since we both know and agree that each other's quadratics sucks. Double chocolate chip brownie! I forgot what's the name of the cake I introduced Jo to buy. Just focus on the point, CHOCOLATE AFTER CHOCOLATE! Yummy, though fattening, but who cares? xD Then we set off doing the physics Prac first since we both know we can't do it alone. It took ages. :/ Then we started on simultaneous instead cause quadratics is really LONG. I realised I've forgotten all the formulas in coordinate geometry! BOOBAH! So in the end, we didn't do quadratics at all. Failure I know, but still. x)

& today I went to science centre for the chinese exhibition. IT'S REALLY COOL, but I'm too lazy to upload the pictures. I especially love the one used to find out about earthquakes. COOL COOL COOL! The Chinese were really smart and advanced at that time! I don't understand why I didn't inherit their brains or something. ._. & it was funny when we were going home. Me and mel decided to get icecream from Macs since the bus wasn't coming. Then we were damn fickle-minded! We couldn't decide upon the vanilla cone, Hot fudge sundae or Mcflurry. In the end I bought hot fudge sundae! :D & mel bought mcflurry. Hahahahs, and just when we were walking out of macs, the bus came. Such coincidence. :D Overall, it's really fun and enriching, I'm just sad that there wasn't enough time to view everything.

Okay, I shall continue packing my chinese file!
Adios!

9:13 PM

{Saturday, August 18, 2007}

Shall post about my day since my last post was practically a week ago and my blog badly needs updating.

I woke up at like 7am this morning. (I know qr will say that eh I wake up at 5 30 if she sees this) Cause I had to change the photo in my passport to this SPASTIC one that I'm so fat in. So anyway, I reached the ICA building at like 9 and I stoned, waited, listened to music for a whole of 2hours + before I was served. Yes, it's like only 9 but I was no. 343 and it was like 71 at 9:05. ROCKS RIGHT. I totally wasted time there. So since I was bored and the tv there was only showing Kid's Central, I was watching it the whole time. And I realised that Kid's Central is like totally bias! D: Like they were showing snipshots of FLUX and well, Flux is made up of 2 shows, some weird show and POT! Then the whole time, I saw the word flux but the next moment it's about that weird show and for the whole 2hours+ THERE WASN'T A SINGLE THING ABOUT PoT. WTH, like I finally watched Kid's Central and I don't even want to show which episode they have shown PoT til. & I waited for that 2 hours+ just to let that person paste my photo and chop here and there. It didn't even take 5minutes! GRAHHHHHH!

So I went to meet qr at bugis after that. We went to eat PASTAMANIA! AH, nice chocolate mousse! :D The tuna and bacon pasta has like NO TUNA? I kept eating bacon after bacon. BOO. Shopped through the whole village and we bought a few stuffs. I WANT EVIL TWIN! D: Stupid, the shop don't have it! Then we went to this shop which was selling earring studs for like 3 for 5 bucks. Then the aunty there saw us and said she's giving us a discount, we can get like 4 pairs for 5 bucks. So me and qr decided to buy. Hahahahs. We spent like A LOT OF TIME there cause I couldn't decide whether I should buy toothpaste or T shirts and Pants or Mickeymouse or Cherry or ribbons. Hahahahs, in the end I got RED strawberries and hotpink T shirts and Pants and qianrui got a black heart with yellow lines and apples. :D NICE AUNTY, I felt totally guilty cause she was waiting for us and weI was so darn slow. x/ BOOYA, I bought a green shirt too. I think qianrui nearly died when I was deciding what colour I should buy. HAHHAHAHA, paiseh lah, but I seriously was so darn fickle minded. After that we went to NL to plan our study sessions. Damn, I think I'll die from studyin'! :/ Okay, shall go continue my research for Physics SIA!

The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

9:17 PM

{Sunday, August 12, 2007}

I announce that I'll be dead in 24 hours time.

For the whole long week, I've been playing, slacking, sleeping and the same cycle repeats day and day, it's now Sunday night and I declare I have not a single homework done needless to say, studied for culture test. & I have to wake up at 7 tmr for team training so I only left an afternoon and a night for everything. I think I really rock. & The problem is, I don't feel like studyin'. Not a single bit. & it's just 1 and a half month before EOYs and I have friends already studying for it, & LOOK AT ME. HI, but I'm still in the holiday mood. Yes, I feel guilty, but my brain and mind just ain't working. THIS SUCKS.

Can someone just bang me dead?

9:00 PM

{Wednesday, August 08, 2007}

I can't believe I'm bloggin', but I felt the need(once again) to post something. ;D

So today was cross country, though our class didn't get 1st, I still think we did great. :D SO three cheers for 302! :D I feel like boxing cassie and sam, they didn't want to be in competitive run then they went to be the first and second respectively for fun run. How funny. I'm not running competitve next year! I'm going to walk in fun run and admire the scenaries! I'll be the last & I'll love it. :)

Ohman, fictionpress is really getting into me. I'm feeling really battered. Like you know fictionpress is this thing that can land you in tears, pounding your pillow, whispering loudly OMG, making you stay up late when all you want to do is to curl up in your bed and you are simply willing to sacrifice your eyes for it, to finish it once and for all and then later to savour every moment of it again, dreamin' about it. I finished 'When you own the universe' & I totally loved every moment of it. It's not the typical cliche kind and that's why I love it. Not saying that cliche ones are wanted, they are always welcomed though they are cliche. :D
One quote from 'When you own the universe' really touched me.
"Hating is just angrily caring about someone."
I don't how to say this, but the word hate has always been difficult to define, yet I think the quote says it all. It's really so true, it is unbelievable.

Okay, shall stop here, blogger doesn't make feel like sacrificing my eyes. x)

11:20 PM

{Tuesday, August 07, 2007}

Yes I admit, I've lost interest in bloggin', but I felt the need to revive my blog somehow. :)

Today has been rather eventful with all the prep talk, scoldings, the squash board and last but not least, the captain of netball. :/

Okay, so during squash we had prep talk and stuffs, nothing to talk about it then we started planning about coach's birthday party this friday. Went crazy lah, cause of rachel's WILD ideas. Hahahahhas, so it was quite slack. :/ I'm feeling bad about it, since we are missing training this friday and next monday.

I'm feeling damn sad for Joang now. :/ She just lost her position as a captain of netball cause she's now the new president of Council. BOO, I can't figure why she can't be both, cause I know she rather be the captain than the president. :/ WHY CAN'T PASSION RULE OVER RULES? GRAHHH, though I'm not in netball, I want her to be the captain! POOFY.

Cross country tomorrow and eva seah promised the class something about getting first as a class. I totally got a shock since I'm in competitive run. :/ But it's okay, we'll work towards that goal and win for our class! :D :D :D & the long holiday coming is totally ROCKY, :D. I LOVE IT! This week's gonna be so exciting. :D

Okay, going off to sleep.
I'M DAMN TIRED! D:

10:41 PM

{Friday, August 03, 2007}

CONGRATULATIONS JOCELYN ANG THE SUMO PIGGIE IN BECOMING THE PRESIDENT OF STUDENT COUCIL 08! :D

Okay, shall not continue bloggin'. Maybe if I feel like tomorrow, I'll talk about what happened in sabbaticals this week, until then, SAYONARA! :D

JYA NE-

11:13 PM

{Wednesday, August 01, 2007}

Saw this quiz on Vernice's blog and took it from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

The results are really true for some. :D

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I'm not flirtatious! Jocelyn Ang's the one! & I can't believe I'm a mugger, RIGHT. THIS IS REALLY COOL!

9:48 PM