QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Tuesday, May 29, 2007}
I can't believe it.
I just finished watching XXXHOLiC!
& when I went to do research, I REALISED.
CASE CLOSED, DETECTIVE CONAN HAS LIKE 474 EPISODES?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
To think I was thinking of continuing from where I stopped.
ER, right. I don't think one June holiday is enough!
OMFG!
I shall remind myself that the next time I start an anime, find out how many episodes it has.
GRAHHHHHHHHH!
10:07 PM
QUIZ TIME!
1. How old will you be in 10 months?
Let's see, 16!
2. Do you think you will get married by then?
No way!
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Er, nothing much. Hmmm, what about Wilson, outings, youth day funfair?
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Melissa! Hahahahs, she called to ask me if I knew about tomorrow's maths quiz.
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends I guess, but I think SMS.
7. Do you have any pets?
FISHES, but I don't really care. :/
8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
SLEEPING! :D I admit I'm a pig!
9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married. :D
10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Just.
11. What happened at 11:00a.m?
SQUASH! Doing drill with huiying!
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Where's slippers?
15. Are you a social person?
I think so. :D
16. What was the last thing you ate?
CHOCOLATE! I said I'm a pig.
17. What is your favourite ice cream?
COOKIES 'N' CREME!
18. What is your favorite dessert?
CHENG TENG! I'm not kidding!
20. What kind of jelly do you like on?
JELLY BEANS!
21. Do you like coffee?
Yeap!
22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
Enough, I hope.
23. What do you drink in the morning?
MILO!
24. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Depends I guess.
25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Nope!
26. Do you know how to play poker?
Wait, what's poker? I play card games without really knowing their names. :D
27. Do you like to cuddle?
Hmmm, I think so.
28. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nah!
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Eat at home! I like takeaways, HAHAHA.
30. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Er, nope!
32. Do you speak any other language?
Guess so. Moshi moshi!
34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
I highly doubt it. Not unless when my mum was having me then she was sent to the hospital by an ambulance. HAHAHAHA!
35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
OCEAN! The pool is so limited!
36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
WINDOW! I just like it.
37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
HUH?!
38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
FOOD & CLOTHES!
39. Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
Nope!
40. What is your favourite TV show?
NIL. Why don't you ask about ANIMES? PRINCE OF TENNIS! :D
41. Can you roll your tongue?
NO! MY SIS CAN! SO SAD!
42. Who is the funniest person you know?
Hahahas, noos I guess! HAHAHA.
44. Are you on any medication?
NOPE! :D I'm a healthy pig!
45. Do u have any clothes from when you were little?
How little?
46. What is the color of your bedroom?
BLUEEEEE!
48. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
ER, who sleeps with them open?
49. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
BIG BEAR! I've beephobia!
50. Do you flirt a lot?
Not at all! :D
This was fun! :D
8:04 PM
{Thursday, May 24, 2007}
Woah, haven't been updating for a long time!
Sabbaticals this week was okay and sometimes full of fun stuffs! Especially murder mystery! & even though at the start I felt that organic food was a terror cause organic = no meat but up to now, I find it fun and enriching. & we have a nice teacher too! The only thing was that there was no one to appreciate our food. People just prefer saying no in front of our nose or why is it there is so much veggie, it's too bland, stuffs like that. 4 days, hmmm, I should be immune to it. It's just I don't understand why they can't see that we are just following instructions and that we didn't choose the amount of veggie in it and that we totally couldn't smuggle meat in. I mean, why can't people think before they speak? In the end, it left me with a headache of who to invite since all the people I know don't really appreciate it. They take a bite and give us a funny face, it's the same old scene each day. However, I managed to think of someone who is very nice, who even if she doesn't like some things, wouldn't say it flat out to the person who took time and effort in making the food. She will at least try it, finish it and comment that it's nice or something. Guess knowing that Clara is in 302 brightens up my day. :D
I WANT TO WATCH DARK HARVEST! xD
8:07 PM
{Saturday, May 19, 2007}
What a depressing saturday.
Nope, I don't feel good.
I don't know what happened. Grahh, I'm so pissed but I don't know what I'm pissed with. I'm just not happy but I don't know why. & It didn't help when I couldn't find my maths ws even though I've searched all possible places. & I think I lost a quiz too. THIS IS A FREAK DAY. I feel like screaming, crying, cursing at the same time. What has happened? I don't know. I should be happy, stressfree and everything. Yet I'm everything but happy. Suddenly, I've lost the feeling and the true meaning of happiness. I don't know how to relax? Is there a way to do it? I don't know why, this is freak. Next week is week 10 and another week to June holidays. Hadn't I longed for it? The worst thing that can happen to anyone is to find out that what your mind wants isn't what your heart wants. It's a big headache theory, & I'm dying from it. I need comfort, but I don't know where to get it. Even watching PoT didn't help. Save this dying soul, someone.
It's a matter of the soul leaving the body.
& when the soul don't want to come back,
The body just rots away.
Just who painted my sky grey?
8:03 PM
{Thursday, May 17, 2007}
OHMY, blogger's finally back to normal!
But that's not the whole point of this post. xD
It's thursday night! Yahooo! Finally, the dreaded week is going to pass by oh so fast and week 10 is coming! Can't wait can't wait! Nothing interesting happened these few days just that I am loving my class more and more! & Lili's brother is so funny! Ahahaha.
There was a book exhibition yesterday and THEY WERE SELLING PoT VCDs and DVDs! Faints. I was totally gawking at Ryoma Echizen during recess. Then zhuo lao shi came to our class and happily told us she was going to give was some free time to go to the book exhibition. I nearly collapsed. It was already super heart breaking to know I couldn't purchase those VCDs and DVDs and I was trying my best to stop looking at them and she said she was going to bring us to the book exhibition! So I continued the whole heartbreaking and gawking scene. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
RYOMA ECHIZEN IS STILL MY LOVEEEE! :D
I'm just too obsessed in PoT! I've being writing RYOMA's name all over my foolscap and now it's just RYOMA ECHIZEN here and there. Hahahas, so dumb! & today in LA we were talking about GUASHA and then we starting digressing to Japan and how influencial she is and what are the things that are influencial. Then rachel said animes and I totally jumped up feeling refresh (I was nearly falling asleep) and raise both of my hands and shouted ANIMES! HAHAHA, totally went bonkers. Even Ms Sebastian said she couldn't understand why people like animes, HAHAHA. & eva said japanese anime guys are shuai, I know you exactly what you mean eva! BLEACH ROCKS! :D
Now I'm going to watch my PoT! Then again, I don't want it to end. But I guess, only anime lovers know what I mean. xD
8:07 PM
{Monday, May 14, 2007}
Today was monday, AGAIN. How I hate mondays. :( It's like such an unwanted week. Next week is sabbaticals! :D Can't wait for that slacky week, but until then, I still have to live this week. & this week isn't good. IH progress report, LA documentation, physics presentation. AHHH! & I was hoping to slack! I haven't been watching PoT for 3 days! Fear of watching finish it. Seriously. The manga has like 300+ books or something like that. & there's only 178 episodes excluding nationals. & I read that there may be new OVAs coming out in June. Suddenly, I felt like owning all the books! Ah, I don't want to stop watching PoT! It's my life!
Had a stupid headache during squash today! & it was hurting all the way home. :( Felt like I had mild fever too! I'm getting sick & panadol's not working! :( How sad can my life get! Yet the saddest part of life was missing 大唐双龙传 yesterday! :( AHHHHHHHHH!
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
8:35 PM
{Saturday, May 12, 2007}
Sometimes, I have to wonder, why I'm always living in your shadows.
I'm gonna make this a long post.
Yesterday had 2.4 and I'm happy about my timing, even though it wasn't 11 minutes something. :D Because I broke my sec 1 record! Okay, fine, I sucked more at sec 2. & I'm just so proud of myself and my class! :D None of us failed and everyone's timing was either 17minutes 30seconds or below that! Can you believe it! :D I mean, in my old class there were people who failed, not that there's anything wrong with it, I'm just too shocked by my class' results. Ms Yeo said that we are currently the class with the best timing. What do you know, we rock just too much! :D
Then it was total disaster! Cause I broke my specs and I felt like a blind mouse throughout the day. :/ Boohoo! Haidee and wingyau had to bring me about in case I bang into some pillar or something. Then qiaoyan thought I was making funny faces at her when I was actually squinting my eyes to see if it was really here. & suddenly, while walking about the canteen, I kept seeing some hands waving at me and when I went closer, who do you know, it was qiaoyan! Poof! I saw her like 4 times?! So freaky! I totally stoned during LA, CHINESE, PHYSICS and IH. It was damn funny cause physics mrs wong kept asking whether we understood and I just kept shaking my head. HAHAHA, but it was sad! Cause I didn't get to draw all those rays and stuffs. :(
Then yunting had to accompany me home cause I couldn't see the bus number! So suck! So I have to thank yunting! THANK YOU! So I slept all the way because there was nothing I could do with my specs! Now I've finally felt it's importance.
& then today was... well, tiring! Muscles were aching like mad and my knee was still hurting. So poofy. Went for 5 hours of CIP and I was having a headache in the library, it was lacking air! LOL, saw yuying there and quite a lot of NYGH girls. :O Came home straight to watch my 大唐双龙传! The tears kept caming out because it was so sad! & some stupid variety show took away the 8 to 9 slot, resulting in only an hour of the show! So pissed!
Okay, that's all. Have to do my physics SIA and IH progress report!
Do you know how tiring it is,
to always live in your shadow in others' eyes.
No, you're not at fault.
But why is it that just because you're good in it,
everyone assumes that when I'm better,
it's just a fluke.
Why, when I had actually tried my very best.
Aiming so high and yet to be still living in your shadows,
whether I'm at the top or not.
I don't want to live in your shadows.
I just ain't gonna living in your shadow no more.
8:20 PM
{Thursday, May 10, 2007}
What a sinful day it is!
Hahahas, went to the mother's day workshop and and and I made a rich chocolate fudge cake! :D
LOVEEEEE IT! This is my first time making a proper cake and wow, such satisfaction. & it was really fun, working with wingyau and all. :D It was hard work of course, having the need to mix the mixture thoroughly and well, making sure that curdling don't happen, add the correct amount, correct timing and the list goes on. WOAH! & i've fallen in love with the microwave, it's so cool! :D I didn't know microwaves are so cool, the thing just twirl and twirl and there you go, a heavenly cake appeared. :D
Shall post a picture of my cake, it's not very clear though. :/
8:24 PM
{Wednesday, May 09, 2007}
WAAAAAAAAH!
I practically have no choice for my china end of year programme! Because stupid theory test is on 3rd of November! POOFY! Now I need to have a PARENT LETTER and an offical theory test date notification. WTH!
9:43 PM
Today was finally a wet day. It has been so hot these few days at night, I could hardly do anything without being bothered by the heat. Had been slacking so darn well these few days that all my work were done in school. I'm a bad girl, but I don't care! Hahahas, but I left one more huodong and yay! PoT!:D Grahh, stupid rachel don't want to tell me how Echizen became single one when he's currently a subsitute! eeeeek! Rachelsoon you tell me eh! :/
5 items today was a little horrible, but I managed to maintain my gold. But, seriously, I'm not even serious about the 5 items. I didn't do a single preparation and I didn't even aim for As! Poofy, I suck! What a 吸者! LOL.
YAY! I'm baking chocolate cake tomorrow with rachel, jasmine and wingyau! It's gonna be so fun. :D Especially with Mrs Lee teaching us. Hahahas, my mum is getting a surprise and I pray my sister don't see this and tell me mum. That will be quite idiotic, you heard that?
Can't wait for weekends, when I can just watch PoT like mad, but but but, there's CIP! :(
9:20 PM
{Monday, May 07, 2007}
OHOHOHO!
PoT is getting much more interesting, because KELVIN HAS APPEARED!
But ohno, I have to study physics.
EEYUCK!
*sticks tongue out*
9:43 PM
I didn't know physics test wasn't today!
Grahh, and to think I attempted reading it! hmmph! Such a waste time. :/
School today was well, I don't know. Forgot about it already. SAC duty after school was a total mess. No, I wasn't in a mess, but the SAC certainly was. There were rubbish here and there, cushions on the floor, torn and with their stuffy stuffs coming out, the whiteboard bombarded with messages, some even permanent Me and alicia spent something trying to make it unpermanent. & the wall being scribbled on. GOSH, it's the worst state ever in my 3 years in nanyang, it's time we PSLs do something about it.
Well, as usual, I'm just ranting stuffs. :/ BOO, Biology SPA and physics test tomorrow! Not a good day eh! :(
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
8:27 PM
{Sunday, May 06, 2007}
I'm in a holiday mood!
Tell me how to study for PHYSICS!
Stupid, dumb physics. I don't care anymore, SHAN'T READ IT ANYMORE. What's the purpose, when nothing can go in. Anyway, it's only 20 MCQ questions, I DON'T CARE ABOUT IT!
Oh yes, I'm feeling a little guilty ponning squash tomorrow for SAC duty, but I feel better knowing that Alicia is with me. Hahahas, shall train super hard on tuesday to make up for it. Hmmm. NAPFA this week, ooh, terror. My stamina has drop and I'm fearing incline pull up, what if I'm too heavy to pull myself up? 2.4 is terror too! Ahhh, my stamina! Has to be done in 14.11 minutes, I hope I can do it.
This is a dumb dumb life and a dumb dumb night, I'm feeling so restless!
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry...
9:46 PM
{Saturday, May 05, 2007}
Avril Lavigne— The best damn thing
Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
[Chorus]
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
[Chorus]
11:05 PM
I'm currently SUPER obsessed with this show! 大唐双龙传! :D It rocks man! However, I'm so into it that I want to know the ending right now! Yunting said the two main characters would 'die' and I nearly fainted when I heard that! Now I want to know if 林峰 will be together with 李倩! & for those who don't know them, I shall post their pictures! :D
林峰
李倩
SEE THIS!
I'm praying so hard, cause all the synopsis I found didn't want to indulge even a teeny weeny bit! Made me so pissed! :/
But, I still love that show, even though the 2 main characters will 'die' in the end. (: ):
9:47 PM
{Thursday, May 03, 2007}
MADA MADA DANE!
Yeap, life is still me and my PoT, but today school life was totally, SLACKY. Early in the morning was a half period of biology and she didn't return us our paper! :/ But it was relief to hear that there was no failures in our class, just 2 borderline passes. :D & I can't believe the highest is 46. Ohmygoodness, who's that freak? Then LA was well, quite boring. I nearly felt asleep! :/ Chinese was okay I guess, because we get to use the computers at library 4th floor for our chinese SIA. :D
& after that it was no teachers periods!
because Mrs Wong couldn't make it for Physics for some reason and Ms Yeo has some personal matters, so I had a total for 2 and a half hours for slacking. :D FUN FUN! So, for the first time in my life, I reached home at 305 on a thursday! It was so funny. Me and yunting went home together and when we passed by all the classes, they were still not dismissed. Then 171 came just as we reached the bus stop! Hahahas, today rock! :D
I'm a PoT fan forever! :D
8:19 PM
{Wednesday, May 02, 2007}
It's ANIME WEEK!
Okay, for me, it definitely is. :D Shall talk about today first.
I was chionging homework the whole day, :/ cause I spent all my free time watching PoT and actually, I don't regret it, but I was pissed, when I found out that Seigaku and Rikkaidai's match is only going to start on episode 118! And I thought it was 104 because 103 looked like 104 was the match already, only to my dismay, that... THE MATCH WAS POSTPONED! Cause of some stupid weather. Bother! Now I have to watch til 118 before I can watch the match. & to think I was so darn excited about it this morning. :/
Jocelyn gave me a surprise though, I totally LOVE my belated birthday present, because it was this TOTALLY CUTE BLEACH note papers! &&& Hitsugaya, Renji and Byakuya were all drawn til DAMN CUTE! Ahhh, ♡!
Now life is just me and my PoT, who cares about school? xD
I totally can't wait for sec 4 PE module where we can play tennis!
AHHH, TWIST SERVE! :D
8:15 PM