QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Monday, April 30, 2007}
真像回到过去,
回到那美好的日子,
有你、也有我。
但是,还能吗?
Four hours of squash today!
CSM was well, wet. That has got to be the best description ever, my skirt and shoes were so darn muddy after the whole thing. Bother! I felt like rioting now, how could they make us sit on wet places! :/ & well, slacked and stoned through the whole thing. There was nothing to do except walking about HCI and some areas were restricted. ._. The inner girl's toilet was one. Like hello? The guides and npcc people were on duty and they needed to change, simply 2 toilets aint enough.
After the whole thing ended, me, wingyau and alicia stoned in HCI for awhile because alicia wanted to use their courts for a while. Hahahas, in the end we didn't cause Alex had chemistry lesson and couldn't help us with getting courts. So we went to KAP to pigged(upsize!) and talked about a lot of stuffs. Mostly, squash. :D Nationals'08, baby! Then because dear alicia felt like playing squash and Alex had finished his lesson and therefore, we went back to HCI (._.) to play, for a total of 2 hours! Grahh, Alex and his sweaty palms! I declare him a grip drowner! But it was fun. :DD {PRETTY PLEASE EH! xD}
Then we went to SP for training. We were quite tired by then so we played mostly matches, didn't stroke at all. :D I like that. (: But it was damn tired by the end of the day. My arm! :x Four hours of squash was fun though. TOTALLY.
I'm slacking my monday away, who cares? :D
Tell me what to do about you; you're messing up my heart.
8:36 PM
{Saturday, April 28, 2007}
I'm slacking my weekends away!
& It feels so darn good. :D
Went to school in the morning for biology and physics SIA. Our biology experiment was a total success. :DD Then we did physics too. & we were so hardworking, we nearly finished it. :DD CLAP CLAP! In the end me, haidee and jo started gossiping in KAP. FOR THREE WHOLE HOURS. Who knows how long gossiping can take. & we probably won't stop if haidee didn't had to rush home. Hahahas, gossiping was a total fun! :D
MUMMY, IT'S OVERRRRRR!
This is a little late I guess, but seriously, it's over. Not if you include the unseen poetry MCQ and MCQ test for Physics though. Grahhhh! I don't want to take them, but they are meant to pull my grades up, and I totally need that. :/
Shall go catch POT. :D
I can't wait for the holidays! :DDD
10:02 PM
{Saturday, April 21, 2007}
201st post.
I guess it's a whole new fresh start. This week has been so hectic and I never did really take a break from anything. & before you know, next week is starting soon. :/ Life as a sec 3 has been really fast. Regrets happen everyday. It's like everything passed by so fast that I could hardly stop and enjoy the scenery. To feel the hidden peace and warmth around. No doubt, everyone is waiting for the June holidays, but has anyone thought about what's going to happen after that? The routine happens every year. A youth day funfair, term 3 tests, september holiday, and lo and behold, EOY exams.
I just don't want to be living everyday because I have to live. I don't want to follow a routine that happens everytime. I want a break, I need a break. I need to appreciate the surrounding and the people before it's too late. Why is it that I can't hold on to time? Has anyone thought about it. We're 15 this year. In just 3 years time, we can even take driving lessons.
Well, enough rubbish stuffs. Go qianwen! Just another week and you will be able to release everything. You know you can do it!
& every moment I thought about you, how it happened, how it landed us, or me to this state. & then I wished, I didn't let you go.
9:04 PM
{Monday, April 09, 2007}
I've decided to blog, even if it lands me with panda eyes tomorrow.
Firstly, there is something I must say. The sense of accomplishment achieved by completing the mathematics pretest on my own yesterday was really great. & no, I didn't get any help from anyone. :D I persevered til the last bit even thought it took me some time. -claps-
Today was well, gloomy monday. I don't know why. I started off in school happily and ended up being moody by the end of the day. :/ I admit, some events spoilt my day but I shan't blog about it.
Well, today me and Jiale went to coronation plaza's NTUC to get our chemistry SIA stuffs. PECTIN! :D & we couldn't find it! :/ Ended up with me buying snacks because I was hungry. Hey, I only ate a peanut butter waffle for recess! So I suggested going to Cold Storage at KAP since it was bigger. We searched for the aisles for the 'baking needs' section and we nearly wanted to ask for help, only to realise it was at the last aisle! & we found pectin! Cold Storage rocks! Jiale and I were actually freaking out soon because pectin was our main ingredient. So I left Cold Storage a happy girl. :D
Now, I have to work on the IH source base ppt and the stupid dolly. :/ Grahh, I suck at art and they expect me to do some decoration of dolly stuffs? They've got to be kidding man. & to think we are supposed to explain what's the race or culture or country stuff of the dolly on friday. This is stupid, I rather use the time for other stuffs. Like studying biology or doing mathematics. :/
Okay, off to do my stuffs.
Grahh, that stupid dolly!
我一定要相信,雨后一定会有彩虹。
8:34 PM
{Saturday, April 07, 2007}
I declare myself a sad failure.
& the reason is because I have yet finished my homework in 2 days. Not even a single one. :/ I attempted all and every single one has more than 1 blank. I'm seriously a failure. For the past two days I have been slacking and sleeping and playing, everything but working on my homework. It seems that my grades has gone down and if I don't pull up my socks, I can kiss my class goodbye. Seriously, I am no longing able to think and ponder over difficult questions. My mind is a great big blank and nothing I do could fill it with knowledge that can save my life. Nothing at all. I am no long able to apply everything that the teachers have taught. Seriously, it's sad and maddening. >:(
Frustration.
Why can't it stop?
I don't want to fail.
8:12 PM
{Thursday, April 05, 2007}
I had my worst Thursday today.
Grahh, woke up with a headache this morning. Guess I emo-ed too much yesterday. :( So stupid! Then there was language arts comprehension test, I think I won't get good marks for that. :/ Then there was physics quiz too. I nearly died, I think I'll fail. :/ & I had hard time trying to concentrate in all the lessons, especially maths. & Ms Yeo started functions today! Boo, this sucks. I think I'll fail maths this year. & biology too! :/
Now I'm feeling dead. Like a zombie. & it's not helping with all those heaps of work undone. I can't stop this race because everyone will just run past me and I'll be lagging behind more and more. It sucks to miss important lessons during nationals.
I think I'm falling sick. :/
If today's not the worst, I wonder when is.
7:48 PM
{Wednesday, April 04, 2007}
EMO-ING.
8:58 PM
{Tuesday, April 03, 2007}
The tagboard is finally up and nothing is going haywire! Well, not if you are NOT using Internet 7. :/ Then everything is haywire & I can't figure why so I suggest all to switch to Internet 7. & why not, there are more fun functions! You'll love it!
CDIV lost to RGS 3-2. There was a chance of winning cause it was quite a good lineup, but well, what's done can't be undone and I think they will be better prepared for their next nationals. Tomorrow's a big day for us. It's a battle that determines the 3rd and 4th placing and of course, both teams want the former. We'll fight, we'll win. You know we will. :)
& I changed my grip! Love it! Cause it's red! So nice!
I'm gonna miss maths again tomorrow! :/ Sad, I'm already so sucky in maths and I'm still missing it! :( I don't want to fail maths! -wince-
Congratulations pngpng, kat and limqing! You guys got GOLD with HONOUR! :D & I heard you guys were the only school who got it today! :D GOOD JOB!
Okay, I'm off to do homework! Look at the time! I haven't done a single thing! :/
9:50 PM
{Monday, April 02, 2007}
I've finally changed a blogskin! & nope, I didn't make it. It's pretty isn't it, cause it's red! & I'm in love with red! :D I've kind of updated the links so for those who have not been relinked or linked, please tag. That is when there is a tagboard! The blog's not completed with the tagboard but I'm only doing that another day. :D So keep your comments to yourselve first.
&ALICIA TEE!
Wahahas!
You are defeated! :D
Okay, that's all, because I'm falling asleep infront of the screen.
10:50 PM