QIANWEN!♥
NINTEEN
17031992
I like singing myself silly, meaningful lyrics, red, baking, smileys, cakes, rum & raisins, taking long walks, observing people, reading, change of heart, baby blues, running, making new friends, lying down and watching clouds go by, chatting with friends, traveling around singapore, eating good food, glass jars, daisies, swings, daydreaming, going to places I've never been before, the smell of rain & anything pretty.
{Monday, February 26, 2007}
OH GOSH.
I suck okay.
Blabbbb.
I think I've got head concussion.
No kidding, I'm having a headache for quite a few hours alreadyyyy.
& I don't freaking know why.
I didn't hit anything, did it?
S.T.M.
Seriously, it will get worse.
Like wth, I forgot to bring my notebook to school?
The suckiest is forgetting to do my part for LA proposal.
Bahhh!
I suck okay.
Rachel, don't kill me yet.
I will do it okay.
I'm guai.
xD
Oh man,
I'm demoralising myself.
Headache headache headache.
I shall be neat and tidy and organised.
TOMORROW.
My life's a mess.
BOTHER.
I
HATE
THIS
MESS.
Jojoang!
Be neat too!
You all are so influencial!
GOSH.
...
8:39 PM
{Friday, February 16, 2007}
I'm on HIATUS.
Boo, I suck.
I have nothing to blog and nothing to design.
My mind is a big BLANK.
10:11 PM
{Sunday, February 11, 2007}
I'm currently very into this show called handsome siblings. & in case no one knows it's english name, it's called xiaoyuer yu huawuque in chinese.
& I'm sad.
upset.
depress.
Because even though I knew that xinlan is going to die in the show, I just couldn't take it. Because she's going to die the week after the next week. Tell me how to enjoy cny in peace.
I couldn't sleep that day when she felt off the cliff. I thought she died. Then I found out that she's not dead by those who have watched it but she will die later.
WHY.
Why must she die.
I'm so upset by huawuque's tears.
I want to cry out loud.
WHY MUST SHE DIE.
Someone tell me why the script is like this.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
WHY.
WHY.
WHY.
Damn you, yuyan.
9:07 PM
{Saturday, February 10, 2007}
I'm still having nahnahphobia!
D:
I hate nahnah to core!
POOFY.
nahnahnah.
YUCK.
& the word of the day?
FCUK.
8:13 PM
{Thursday, February 08, 2007}
Road to financial crisis.
:(
7:54 PM
{Tuesday, February 06, 2007}
Okay, I shall blog today!
(:
Biology test was okay, except that haideechiu started asking around after realising I put ******* for one of the option whereby she put ***. Yay, AOYUAN has the same answer as me! But weijia didn't lah, so sure die. weijia is so smart, she's sure to be right. Then again, wingyau is smart and she put the same answer as me! Ohman, I don't know lah! Then we agreed to stop talking about it before everyone start worrying and haideechiu still kept asking! TSKTSK xiaotang!
Nothing much happened today though. PSL session was okay. I was quite pissed with the sec ones because I said no fiddling with their angbaos and stuffs and they just don't listen! BOO, so mean lah. At least their class is half decorated, our class is ... well, we'll buck up. :D Then after squash we talked about the cheers we are going to use during nationals. Quite fun, but me and wingyau missed one 184 because it was wayyyy too crowded. :(
Okay, shall stop here to study for tomorrow's chemistry test! I haven't read a single thing about it! :( Someone wish me luck! D:
8:31 PM
{Sunday, February 04, 2007}
I'm here to blog, before I die tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow. Yeahh, so I have decided that even if all those studying of BIOLOGY didn't work out today, I am not going to care about them yet, I will just blog and watch finish my bleach 113. :D & that will make me a happy girl.
At least one should be happy before he or she died.
I don't care, I will give time to BIOLOGY & CHEMISTRY.
But,
not now.
not tonight.
not this hour.
& talking to spastic Benjamin on9 is fun, at least I know I'm not the only one being stress about tests and flunking them sooner or later. xD
I need help badly, I don't know why but I have serious STM. Maybe it's because of the stress in 302, I don't know. All I know is that, our class may be a happy class, we are afterall, still a mugger class. Everyone worries when their homework is not done, even when they can actually copy from their friend tomorrow.
Me, I'm worrying about the tests, the IH proposal, the maths worksheets, the results of my physics test. I'm worrying about everything, & I don't wish to do so. Yet, I still am. & blogging is not really helping, not even listening to JayChou's 退后 & 白色风车. Serious headache here. & headache leads to STM. & it totally didn't help that I forgot to bring my notebook home.
I don't want to think anymore.
I don't want to worry anymore.
I don't want to pray anymore.
There's no more hope.
I want my carefree life.
I want my laughters.
I want my own life.
I want a well-controlled life.
Stressfree.
Headachefree.
Problemsfree.
I will love you if you can give me that.
Teach me, at least, about time management.
There is so much to do, yet so little time to do so.
I think I'm falling sick. :(
[EDIT] OMG! Byakuya made a joke at the last part of bleach episode 113! It's was darn funny![/EDIT]
9:56 PM
{Saturday, February 03, 2007}
I have got to thank all those who sent me songs.
ESPECIALLY.
TIFFANY!
Thanks man!
Those Jay Chou's songs were slow.
Cause of my com.
I don't know what happened.
BUT I HAVE TO THANK YOU!
SO THANKS!
Lovelovelove.
& I haven't forgot about my sis, wingyau and youhao.
Hahahas.
Thanks guys!
10:34 PM
I just realised something that is making me feel so urgh, but still, let me talk about today first. xD Went to JRL today! & in case no one knows what's that, it's Jurong Regional Library. Yeah, I'm doing CIP there. It's gonna be so fun. & wingyau! In case you see this, I got a form for you. Yeahh, cause actually, you do have a direct bus there too! So it's up to you whether you want to do in Woodlands or Jurong. xD Okay, I went there fully prepared to do homework til 3. I attempted I guess, but I nearly fell asleep. Hahahas, there were 5 of us there. Joleen, Qianrui, me and 2 others( Sorry, but I don't know your names). Then only 3 of us stayed. & well, I think I'm good at procrasinating. Hahahas, ohwells. Shall attempt to finish them later.
How am I supposed to studyyy for tests! I feel that my SATURDAY is wasted. Okay, cause when I reached home at 345, I had a headache and felt sleepy, so I slept, having every intentions to wake up at 4 to watch PRISONBREAK. The alarm rang and I was super tired I off it. NOW I REALISED THIS WEEK'S EPISODE IS ON THEM BREAKING OUT OF THE PRISON. I so feel like whacking my own head.
grahhhhhh!
Only I ain't whacking cause I have serious STM and any whacking will cause my brain to fall apart.
My last attempt will be to borrow the whole set of DVDs from zhuo lao shi. That's quite impossible though.
Shall put on my thinking cap. for homework first.
QIANWEN! You better most of your homework tonight!
GAMBATTE!
9:07 PM
{Friday, February 02, 2007}
After abandoning my blog for so long! I'm back! And seriously, I don't know what to talk about. :S Just that today, we the xiaoxiaomen has decided to change our name to xiaoxiaobix! :D & it all started with me writing on Jo's highlighter using this white marker. Yeahh, how weird. Then we read xiaowu upside down and so, it's nmobix! It has got quite a nice ring in it. So, I read mine the other way round & I'm unzobix! Hahahas. and since because of the xiao, everyone has a __bix. Thus, we are officially called xiaoxiaobix. I realised I create a nice group name everywhere I go! :D
Okay, that seems lame. Still, I was super lame today. HAHAHA. Ask wingyau or rachel, they will know whyyyy! & it's not all my fault! Lili's face is just so funny! & that made me feel like laming. xD So I started being abnormal, as what haidee says. xD Nevermind, I think I'm always abnormal on Fridays, I mean, it's just a few hours to SATURDAY! xD Aha, you see, I'm laming againnnn! I doubt this will ever stop as long as haidee, rachel and lili are in my class!
grahh! I want to change blogskin! But, I have totally no inspiration. Been feeling upset about the whole no inspiration thing for quite a while. & no, I may like wuzun but don't tell me to make a farenheit blogskin. :S Okay, shall go link my dear fellow 302ers! :D
9:16 PM